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Sunday, August 23, 2009
been 3 weeks and alot of tings have happened.
how wud u feel if u hear good news and in less than a week, bad news comes up?
i feel devastated and confused.
i was that close to having her. now some guy is tackling her and bcos he made an impact, she practically duno wat to say abt wat she told me.
she said she wanted me, but after the guy came to the picture, she took back wat she said.
im like, wtf and things went awry.
so basically, things are really uncertain now. and the feeling of uncertainty is not happy.
cause u duno whats gonna happen in the near future.
i juz dun understand why god make it so complicated. when it was just abt to get smooth sailing.
@ 12:39 PM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
last week was fun cause we had revolver training and guess what? i got marksmanship..49 out of 50 rounds..well i was letting my anger out during the shooting..maybe tats why i become so good suddenly...
past week things have been pretty tough and i even thought of using the revolver training to shoot myself...but upon hearing the sound of the revolver after every shot, i realised tat im not that desperate to end my life yet.
so ytd i met hani one last time b4 we take a break from each other. it was fun bt i know the real story so no matter how fun it was or how well we get along with each other, deep inside the story is diff. tats why its best we take a break for the time being.