friday was spoiling myself wif good food (food tat are used by my own money)

celebrated zal's bdae...had pasta..played games at pizza place...phew..i did not lose in the balance game thingy...n as usual, i had to do my part time job as a finisher...(for food)..

it was satisfying..after tat went for a walk at jurong west..walked to pioneer mall n went back by cab..

sat near sch for awhile b4 going home...was sleepy...tot my elder bro will be using his com...but he didnt

so i cudnt resist n went onliine :p

so here i m

see ya

alrite..sorry i had to post at midnite...was busy playing games...

so yest went to bugis to accomppany zal to buy some apparels...i wonder whr he get the money from..hmmmm....

pls..im so broke can...i need to save my bank money..

well..we made it to and fro in 3 hours time...tats fast...considering we overshot to kallang...

there were a lot of candidates for zal..but he was just too shy and refused my offer...heheeh...especially the red colour cum short hair one...

well..im really fired up for soccer...i really want to put my best next time we play...hope we play this sat...

i wan to run till i drop...i noe..humans do have their limits...but i dun care...i wanna push myself really2 hard...

a fren of mine treasures me the most...but she doesn't loves me..funny huh?? hahahaha.....

enuf crap..lets get to the game!

shadow
signing out

this year fasting is so fast...maybe because im staying at home playing games and spoiling myself with the songs from the radio..



oh yeah..cant wait for my elder bro to come back from camp...im so dead..



u see, the com suddenly request for a reboot so i did..



and wen i tried to reinstall his games...there was an error..so now i cant cover up for wat happen..



guess i have to face the music this friday..maybe i'll lose the previledge of using the lappie...



well..shit happens...



so yest went out alone for some fresh air..but actualli i hate going out cuz of the sun..its realli irritating..



hmm..i wonder how i will be living if i were to live in the UK...i mean..the girls there are damn hot..the weather is cool..wat more to expect/??? english football duh..haha

shadow

signing out

yesterday's soccer was fun for me...i played well..created 2 chances..dunno y i can beat the defenders today..guess i was on fire..i cud feel the joy when i challenged for the ball..but it was at a cost..my stamina is damn low..some more fasting..so after that was feeling giddy and stopped playing already..

my first chance hit the top post..darn!! the goal big2 also can hit the post...aiyo..second one i turn 180 degress and shoot after i receive a pass..got other chances also but no shot...sad...

so poor stamina got the better of me...well..gotta train my stamina..and i need to get my head into the game..

and i didnt injure myself today..tats surprising..i usually fall down wen i play fast..cuz im a clumsy opponent...

well..i promise u guys tat u will see more of today..attacking football at its best...ceh, mcm paham (like real like tat)

lets just hope im in the mood for more football....next sat guys!!

and yeah..sat was kinda of a reunion..shawn came down..my first qn to him was..

wat happen to ur blog?

he said, wat blog?

man, tat was funnn-ny

so tat explains the fate of his blog..so dun hope for any miracles to happen aite?

u got me saying....aiyo im tired of using technology..hahaha...crap...

shadow
signing out

let me reiterate what i told RKO and NEAR..im NOT sad..BUT allow me to ask u guys sumting..ARE U SAD???

i can bet my ass that u guys are still sad over sumting unworthy...

for example..NEAR, u are sad because u deleted her pics from ur hp..even though u have other millions of her pics in ur lappie..but, are still sad the moment u press the delete button rite? yar.. i noe im rite..

n RKO..u are sad because u had to stop going after gals..i feel u bro..BUT, u are still SAD nonetheless..

and im happy.. i love other things too..if u ask me sex or car..i'll say car..i love racing but too bad i dun have the chance for more exposure..

i love soccer too..though my skills are just average, i love taking on strikers and focusing on teamwork..n thx to u guys im very exposed to soccer..

n my other loved one is music..haha..im still stuck where i was 3 years ago..man..im such a lamo..i need money to fulfill my lust on this hobbies of mine..

so yar..these are my reasons that im very happy..and no..im not sad even in the deepest parts of my heart

shadows have no feelings..they have no definite figures..they like to copy someones attributes..heheh..its fun being a shadow

yar...feel me and u'll enjoy being a shadow..

and let me inform u on my plans abt her..

now im using her to kill time..feel me?

i feel bored nowadays..nothing to do..furthermore fasting month..

so i decided to use her..haha..the tot of it makes me smile..

and i not sad okay!!! i feel happy cos i can use her..

yar i got evil designs for her..

n the game is gona be fun..

i still have my cards bro..2 sets of trump cards..


I KNOW U ARE STILL SAD NEAR AND RKO

shadow
fading out

Hmm..Sorry for my long gone presence in this blog..Actually,every moment i on my lappie,i'll take a look at it..But still,post nothing..lolz..

Since ariani want me to post,then i guess why not right..haha..oops..

Kk..Let's see...hmm..how bout beginning from last last saturday..coz dat's how far my mind can reach..lolz..

Hmmmmm...



Last last Saturday

I received a call the day before dat,which was on friday...It was my cousin..We were planning to go to Msia but end up another failed attempt coz we got an offer from one of my cousin,Nan,to work at his place..So yea,was so tempted of the $$$ per hour offer,i finally joined in..Was trying to get some extra cash so dat i could buy my dream guitar pedal..=)

Told ayie the bad news that we couldnt make it to his house this weekend..and yea..as usual..the person who was filled with hope,end up falling in despair..

Move on to saturday..alem,my other cousin,keep calling me asking about how our journey to work gonna be and whether im sure i wanna cut botak or do i wanna back out..Walao..Work start at 7pm and i hav to go off from my house at 2 pm..so sian..but nvm..at least giving my so-called 'barber' more time to bald my head wont cause him to be kanchong..

Dun wanna story bout wat they did to my hair coz i also dunno wat to say..haizzz..

We took 2 buses from woodlands till our workplace..then we waited for our supervisor to fetch us at the security checkpoint coz he was holding the papers dat would allow me and alem(new workers) to get our visitor passes and go thru..

We reached the checkpoint early..bout 6.20 or so..But we waited and waited..only to hear dat my supervisor's car broke down earlier..gosh..Wat a bummer..First day,get to our workplace late..Really bad impression uh.. *note: we're still at d checkpoint,which is no near to our workplace* sigh..

He then arrived an hour later,7.20 if im not wrong..and he was laughing while driving us pass through the checkpoint..i think he was 'sort' for the moment..lolz..Cut long story short..Work was ok..at first i could end up like a dead man..carried big boxes..muscle strained and stuff..but whoa..the work spells my being..I began to realised..I'm a real man..Muscle growing sia!! lolz..

After work,we took a transport and overnight at Nan's house..Then alem planned to cabut from d house at 5am coz we dun wanna trouble our auntie waking up early and seeing her cooking extra and stuff..So yea..we did..we went out at 5 am..despite me having only 3 hours of sleep *work was from 7pm-12am*..But it was worth it coz we were breathing in the morning so-unpolluted fresh air..Was wonderful..



Last last Sunday

We took d first mrt if im not wrong..at 5.30..and gosh..it was almost filled..and it was Pasir Ris *first interchange for the train!!* lolx..Lucky we got seats..Instead of me going straight home,i went to alem's house to watch Love Is Cinta..the story was really2 unimaginable..so depressing..Almost shed some tears..but alem was waiting to see me cry,so i forced myself not to..haha..hmph..

After dat,went to sleep..as usual..slack in his house..Love woodlands..It's so peaceful..Everyone doing their own things..I wanna buy a house there,haha..promised to myself already..



Last Monday

Waked up..Feeling fresh..Performed my morning prayer then played alem's acoustic guitar for a moment then off to bed again..Got a msg from ariani at 11..confirming today's outing *wah..sounds like picnic..lolz* then gave updates to zal..Kept asking zal,is he very sure dat i could walk from an mrt station till queensway..He answered "Yes..get down at buona vista and u can walk..it's near.." *This guy was speaking with full of confidence u noe*...After i walked and walked from buona vista,to my surprise i reached Commonwealth mrt station..GOD!!..Wat's wrong with him?!?!?..damn..i was swearing im going to cekik him for this..After awhile,i reached somewhere near Queensway Sec,where i saw zal in a 198 waving his hand and LAUGHING..WALAO..feel like wanna kill him sia..but nvm ah..almost reach my goal..Queensway Queensway Queensway..so i walked..and walked..and walked..still no sign of queensway..was almost an hour for ariani and mamad in queensway waiting for us..so i went on cursing zal..*damn u freaking no license guide!* lolz..

Met zal near a bus stop..searched for a toilet in queensway..Then called ariani,pretending we have been searching for her for so long..haha..Then she say sorry sia..lol..she said she's in d arcade..Zal,as usual,act like he noe like dat..he say go here then here then there then dunno where ah..finally found d arcade..Wah..dat gurl was shouting sia..playing the game..lolz..Then we went off to Al-Ameen to check on the cargo pants for her and mamad..Looked at some Beatles and The Used shirt while they do their size fitting..Shirts are damn nice..Zal became the shopkeeper for a few seconds..hahaha..sad sia the auntie embarrased herself..

Anyway,we went to Macdonalds after the window shopping..only zal were d hungry one..haha..but nvm la..frenz wat..muz wait for each other mah..While ariani,dunno ah..she went crazy dat time..talked alot..talk behind people's back..ahah..Somemore,spot hindustan hero for nothing..lolz..Zal took his own sweet time eating his upsized french fries..eat very slow sia..purposely right? knn..

Next stop..Bugis Village..Wah..so many people..made me feel dizzy..caused me to sway alot..But cool shopping place..Saw a $5 cinderella dress..Still cant believe she didnt buy it sia..Nvm..If i marry her,i'll buy one..or mayb 10..$50 only mah..lolz..Wont make her look sexy..but very sweet..=)

We carried on window shopping at bugis junction,ariani bought ayam penyet *i think dat's how they spell it ah* but together with the rice!! Lolz..they never said 'Nasi' ayam penyet sia..i was thinking they are selling the chicken only..haha..how dumb i was when i saw the rice..Erm..Then we move on to esplanade..was planning to drop by Swee Lee's guitar shop..but we missed the route somehow..So while still on the way to the esplanade..

Me : Eh i wanna go to the guitar shop ah..*Feeling so tempted*...Let's walk back ah zal...Cabut from them for awhile..We meet them again later..can?


Rizal : Your head..Later they think we dun want to be with them how?


Me : Ouhya ah..Why i never thought of dat sia..


Haha..damn..Would definitely regret if zal werent there to tell me dat..Thought too much of myself,not having any spare thoughts about others..God..am i dat bad??

Anyways,back to d walking..We reached esplanade few minutes after the convo me n zal had and took our rest on the ever-ready sofa..So glad the sofa was there..my legs were so...i dunno wat to say..haiyo..Then when resting,somebody keep disturbing me sia..Walao..i thought it was d gay zal..u noe ah,dat guy..keep touching guys near him..aha..But it was actually some girl ah,dunno wat issue she have with my hair..lolz..

The day ended when ariani had to go home..got to accompany her sister breaking her fast and hav the ayam penyet *not forgetting the rice*..aha..And i was thinking Mamad taking the same bus as her..But she actually ride the bus alone sia..Didnt noe she got no company..See,i carried on not sparing a thought for people around me again..sigh..

Went to penin with zal after their departure..Nothing much to see coz everything there are almost the same as how it used to be..So we went straight home..

Talked with her on the phone all night..*Too confidential..not gonna write anything bout it here..lolz..* Then off to sleep..



Last Tuesday

Waked up late..Had no plan for the day..Was thinking i could use the day to sleep..Talked to her the whole day in msn instead..lolz..



Last Wednesday

Again,started the day with no plans at all..In remembrance tomorrow would be the first day of the fasting month,zal asked me along for swimming..HAHA..of coz i took the offer la..Our previous plan got busted coz of N and hz..but since both of them are the ones who voluntarily wanna come today,i got so tempted to go..

While on the way there,i turned on my hp after a long day charging it..Was thinking she wont msg me coz we had the whole day yesterday on msn together..chat and chat and chat..But to my surprise,she msged me..and it was like 3 hours ago..LOLZ..dumb sia..i should hav on my hp earlier eventho im charging it..aha..dammit..

She kept telling me she's nervous..Got me wondering..wat is she so nervous of..


Haz :Ouhya!*This is the part where i remembered..I'm telling u if u're so dumb not to realise it*

Lolz..Juz remembered..It's her first day ever at work..aha..forget sia..So i replied her msg like 5-6 pages..was thinking it would calm her down..but nah..she even called me after d msgs..lolz.. Met N and hz at KFC..Zal was late..alittle only..then off we go..swim swim swim..There was nothing there..no chios at all..forget bout jambus..No one there sia..sigh..But we sure had the pool to ourselves..=)

After all the fun,we had our dinner at the nearby KFC.. Zal,instead of feasting on his meal *like wat he always do*..He was thinking about 'true love' ONCE AGAIN...MY GOODNESS!!..lol..and he kept looking at her sia..Haizzz..Relax ah zal..u dun hav the courage,yet u still wanna look at her..Have the courage,or get lost ah..can? haha..Feel like helping u ah..but nah..Prove to me u're a man..=p

Turned on my msn once i got home and yea..light shined my life..SHE'S ONLINE..MUAHAHAHAHA..

We chat till morning..3am or so..My eyes were sufferring..So both of us went to sleep instead of staying up till 4.45am to have our 1st breakfast for the fasting month..



Last Thursday

First day of the fasting month..I'm dying..GOD! HELP ME!! Not dying of hunger or thirst..More like..crying out loud..trying so hard to prevent wild thoughts appearring in my mind..Coz evil thoughts would affect the purity of my fasting for the day..And if i were to do any wrong things,erm..WAIT..dont say 'do' ah..more like even if i were to PICTURE any NC16..my fasting would be at stake..My goodness..What more..M18....ok Hasan..stop it..lolz..ok2..

So yea..i juz sit around..playing with my guitar..but i tend to turn it down to low volume as i dun want to get 'khayal' while playing it,especially during my fast..Dat's the reason why Ustaz nowadays say playing guitar is sinful..The reason is juz dat guitar,associating with music,would get u 'khayal' easily..'Khayal' is where the devils linger at..they will start to play around with ur feelings and control u with influences once u enter the 'daydream' world..

So remember..if u worry dat music could give u lots and lots of sins *dat's wat Ustazs says*,then cut down ur daydreaming little by little everytime u hear them,k?

Ouhyea..juz remembered..had a little quarrel at night when someone confessed she was the 'lil missy' in our blog..I thought it was great dat i finally know who lil missy was..But got traumatized instead when i got to realise i hav *ANOTHER* so-called fren..Who willingly keep a secret from his good fren..The one whom i share everything with..and i really mean everything..Even the secret where i'm the one who breaks him and his gurl up..I told him all dat..And he's one of my BEST frens whom i grade the same for Saiful,N and hz..I dun care if those 4 are gonna tell me im not their best fren..But they are the only ones whom i call the bestest frens i ever had and dat's how it's gonna be..

At dat time,I almost knew who lil missy was..With all the evidence and stuff..I can feel she's dat someone who comes by the name Rosmariani..So since zal is so much nearer to ariani than i am for dat time being,i decided to ask zal who lil missy really was..Zal told me he really dunno..so i took his words..Then i move on asking her who dat lil missy was..Was it u?? Nah..it wasnt..After thinking bout it for long..since zal(the person close to ariani) and ariani(the person herself) dunno who lil missy really is..i decided to drop the subject..juz to realise a month later dat they lied..sigh..



Last Friday

Promised my mum to go for my Friday prayers while she's working..but it didnt go as planned..or as promised..Coz Nan came to form some family bonding..haha..lol..Has been a long time since he came to my house *alone*...

Keep feeling like i wanna talk to her..but i keep remembering the moment when she said..'I rather sleep and have my rest now than talking to u bout it'..So yea..i juz hold my feelings to myself..and watch nan chatting in his msn..Coincidentally,nan was chatting with her..and it was a long convo..lolz..i guess,since im not chatting with her,looking at her chatting with my cousin would be fine for the day..=)

Day ended per normal..juz me playing with my guitar..=p



Last Saturday

Woke up at 12noon or so..alem called me saying he's ready to go off..lolz..i dunno wat's wrong with dat guy..Work starts at 7pm..and he's all dressed up?? Our workplace is at Changi...He stays in Woodlands..I stay in Jurong West..And he willingly wanna make a trip to my house first then take the train together with me to Pasir Ris then take a bus to Changi..My goodness..I already told him dat he could meet me at JE interchange..The intersection of the 2 lines..but still,no..he voluntarily wanna take a bus from woodlands till boon lay int and walk to my house..lolz..

Waited for his arrival for long..he should have reached my home 20minutes ago..Gosh..wat if he got lost or something..I dun hav his new number..dammit..This is the moment where my unnecessary thoughts kept on coming in..But luckily he pressed my doorbell soon enough..He told me he got lost alil while..lolz..

See how 'stubborn people' get the consequences of their "incompletely-thought of" decision? Spells bummer to them..

So next time,dun be dumb,can? Oops..

I mean dun be stubborn,can? lolz..

Erm..Work was ok..Broke my fast there..Eh..Is dat how people say it..broke fast for past tense? aha..dunno la..seems ok to me..Anyway,i didnt finish my food..I left half the plate filled with rice..The auntie gave me too much..haizzz..so much rice wasted..Wat to do..i cant forcefully stuff them inside me coz i hav to work after dat..="(



Last Sunday

After we reached Nan's house..We played around with his lil bro and lil sis..haha..My favourite baby cuzzie's..Always wanna take a picture of them but had no chances to..sigh..nvm..i could try again next time..After the lil babies went to sleep..Nan,alem and I talked about past stories..like we always do..haha..My eyes tibe2 'tembel'..So i went to sleep once we all heard silence..

Woke up at 5 for breakfast..had to realise alem cabut from the house before sahur coz he dun wanna trouble my auntie*like always*..but this time he left me too..Wat the hell..nvm ah..He left me coz i hav a meeting with someone..I was gonna buy my dream guitar pedal at 10am at Bedok MRT station..and i noe alem dun wanna go home as late as 11am..so dat's y he quietly went off..Haizzz..

And u noe wat..i forgot dat i was expecting alem to wake me up at 9 so dat i could meet the seller at 10..Dat eventually caused me a crisis..When i was asleep,my hp vibrated..more than once..My mind was going like "Why is it vibrating alot..IS SOMEONE CALLING?? MY GOSH!! PEDAL!!"..Then i woke up full of shock and look at my hp..The seller was calling me..So i picked up and my mind go blank..


Me : Hey..


Pedal seller : Where are u at?


Me : Eh..where are u at?


Pedal seller : I'm at bedok mrt station..


Me : Ouh..Could u wait alittle more..I'll be there in 15mins time..


Pedal Seller : Ouhok..


My God..I havent even bathe..Why the hell did i say 15mins?? sigh..So i kanchong2 pack up and bath and then left my auntie's house..Walk from her house till Pasir Ris interchange coz i cant wait for a bus to come..walk and walk and walk..Almost half an hour already..MY GOODNESS..What if the seller juz backed out..AND DUN WANNA SELL MY DREAM GUITAR PEDAL????

Got depressed for awhile thinking bout alem..He had to leave for his own good..sigh..Then left me needing him..If he would at least remind me to replace him with my hp timer,dat would work fine..But nah..He left with not even a goodbye..Haizzz....

Eventually,i met the seller..i got very nervous coz i wasnt punctual..to be specific,i was an HOUR late..Promised to deal at 10am and i came at 11..Cant u imagine how dreadful it would be waiting for someone for 1 hour in an mrt station?? I was afraid dat guy would raise his price or something..Anyway,i'm buying a 2nd hand pedal..So d seller is someone normal..a commoner..Not related to any business company..How can i not be afraid he would leave the mrt station..Gosh..

I guess i felt so blessed the moment i saw him and paid him..lolz..To my shocking..What he promised was really there..It's all 10/10..The facial condition of d pedal is speechlessly marvellous..Looks so brand new..lolz..SOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!


Rushed home and played with it all day..It's been a long time since i got satisfied with my guitar playing..haha..I'm not regretting anything..The $130 was worth it..I love it..And i bought it with my hard-earned cash..My goodness..lolz..


At night,had a call with ariani..was missing her since i was working last night..thought she dun wanna talk to me anymore sia..aha..Before she put down the phone,she gave me 2 kisses..=p



Past Monday

Used up my time playing my new pedal..Cannot stop saying it's the best sia..Coz everyone also say like dat..lolz..But actually,the truth is dat..I'm so overjoyed coz i never thought i could have such a Top standard pedal..Coz i used to be a failure in this field..The field where u hav to search for the best pedal u can find and dat it can give u the best sound and the most preferred sound people want..

It happened last year when i juz got my payslip in Oriental Hotel..My first job..So i decided to use the money to conquer my dream..Went to penin,considering out of the thousand pedals they sell..I finally bought the worse one dat has ever been born in the world..I used up my hard-earned cash for dat useless pedal(btw,it's useless coz the sound dat the pedal creates suck to the core)..100 bucks wasted to be exact..haizzz..I got manipulated by the shopkeeper..Great...

Anyway,back to the future..which is today i mean...I played with d new pedal for the whole day..and try out my webcam again to see if i can record my guitar playing using it..Doesnt work perfectly fine..So instead of me recording myself playing,i open up a video call with my guitarist mate and we played some guitar licks through the net..haha..Wah..became a promoter for msn video calling for a day..hah..crap..




Past Tuesday

Nothing much happened..i did wat i did yesterday..played with it d whole day..It's still new and mesmerising..lolz..And i erm..video called my guitarist mate again..= )Dat's all for the day..Peace..



Wednesday (Today)

Freaking tired typing a whole one week entry...WAIT...more like 1 week and 4 days entry..Gosh..My back is aching..BADLY...lolz..

Dunno wat to do for the day..Mayb i'll be playing my guitar again..Hope u guys are delighted with my make-up entries..They are all wat i witnessed..NOT fakes okay..I got no time to write about fake stories..Only last year la got time..O lvl English..lolz..

Anyway,now i realise how bad and depressing it could be if u keep delaying ur things and they jumble up into one big and high mountain..My goodness..I almost wanna give up finishing this long entry..seriously..aha..k la..dat's all..Sorry for not being punctual here..=)

Here's a picture of the pedal i bought..=)

today is the sixth day of fasting..hahaha..and today i tot of sumting which initially was wat i wanted to do with this gal...

which is to kill time with her..

seeing that the circumstances are unfavourable, why not i just spend time with her juz for the sake of killing time? furthermore, i dun expect much in return this time..just want to kill time rather than rotting at home and being alone..

hey, that's wat "girlfriends" are for right?? to kill time...whahahaha

and ya so, laughter is the best medicine..if u can't have them, use them. whahaha!!!!

well, some of u may oppose this act of mine, but do i care? not..just let me do wat i want..

considering the future, which is like thousands of years away, lets not waste the present by sulking and staining our lives by being sad or over sumting that we can't get

live life to the fullest..life is short..so make every ounce of it to ur advantage..

bear in mind not to expect much aite..just do it for the sake of time killing..

y am i so dumb?? i reckon this is the best plan ever!!!!whahahah

shadow
signing out

watched arsenal's match and wat a comeback for arsenal..it was a tough derby match...but after arsenal equalized..spurs morale dropped...so arsenal played beautiful football again and scored two more beautiful goals...fabregas screamer shot and adebayor nice one touch and volley...impressive i must say...

i shouted goal when arsenal scored..haha..i love beautiful goals...

shadow
signing out

okay...its abt 3 am plus...i can't get to sleep..today is a special day as i text her for sumting tat would lighten up my burden...

at least now i can breathe easily...and ya..no more dreaming...cuz i got the answer which i did not wanted....

why does it have to be this way.

am i right to say..

that this was juz an illusion

as i was hit by reality

some part of me

was taken away..

but some still wanted to stay

why is she the type that is hard to sway..

what can i say..

but the fact that we are not fated for each other..

oh yeah..N is sooo gona make noise about this post...but do i care??? Not...

shadow

wat happened yest?

not gonna happen

shadow
signing out

wat a letdown..i really look forward for sat and in the end it was canceled...so i spent the day studying and contemplate abt my wants..

wants: to get a good paying job
ppl who cares around me
NOT to get married
play guitar again
be a damn good driver
live in the dark with the shadows..cool!!
regain self-confidence

i tink tats all i tot of in the moment..

shadow
signing out

a new discovery..songs can change ur mood..hahah..yeah rite..tats not a new dicovery..everyone noes tat..

well..the jamming thingy puts me back in the mood to play guitar..so i decided to buy new strings..thx haz..cos i've exiled myself from my dear guitar since it was spoilt..haiz..

how cud i throw away sumting so loyal such as my guitar?it stays behind my door patiently knowing that i will come back for it one day..such a lucky guitar..

tats the problem with us all..we neglect the ones that are loyal to us..seeking for new things tat interest us..

i feel bad for neglecting my guitar..its part of my life..how cud i forget tat? damn disappointed man..

man..i miss moshing..random...

back to guitar practice i guess..hopefully i rmb the basics..hahah..and have to find some flow..i need papers!!!

oh yeah..my bro bought an arsenal classic jersey from an auction for 66 bucks..such a loyal fan..hahah..or shud i say stupid..heee..

exams nxt week...better start studying..

shadow
signing out

Yessa..JAMMING SESSION WAS A SUCCESS!!

Erm..I mean..we finally jammed again(a success)..But it was a failure(in the end)!!

Lolz..Sad shit..

Juz realised jamming at home and jamming in a jamming room is way too different..The situation when u're entering a jamming room is like u're entering an examination room with ur last minute studies..And after u settled down in the room,u'll forget everything u've learned..lolz..dammit...

I kept asking everyone in d room..Like 4 times or so.."What are the songs we have already planned to jam? We have 8 songs,right? Erm..Could u guys like list me some? i kinda forgot.."
*confused face*

Finally,got myself replies full of confused and blur sotong faces also..lol..Eventually,all our minds lost lots of internal brain connections for dat one hour..haha..sigh...

Wat to do..We all didnt have any independent skills..Like,if one of us lose track,he knows when is the moment for him to slip into the song again..Ya..If only we had such independent skill,we would definitely reach near perfection..But,since we didnt hav any,we waited for everyone to be ready to start playing..And when the song starts,if one cocks up..all of us would..lol..

COORDINATION GUYS!! CMON!! U'RE ALL PIECE OF SHITS!! *Think i'm one of them also ah..haha..*

Haz
Saiful's younger brother is a really2 good drummer..
He knows how to list different beats real quick..
Saiful could catch-up one day..as in d guitar..not d drums..
And we're sorry for dragging u in bro..
We'll payback ur time somehow..someday..
Payback with something like..giving our time for u mayb..haha..
Who knows..
We'll find out soon alrite bro..
Sorry again..
Peace

yesterday was probably the best day YET..maybe by a stroke of luck i finally get to be one on one with my fren..it was ok..at least i didn't freeze cos i dun noe wat to do wen my frens ditch me so i cud take the chance..which i did..

den there was teacher's day but i made a point not to see the teachers cos im realli turned off with the unfamiliar students..

finally get to see sab after so long..at 6 went home to prepare for my brother's engagement...

u see.we malays need to send the dowry thingy and i was part of the entourage..

so had alot of food and even now my house is filled with more food..yum2..maybe i'll be heavier for soccer..so i'll be slower..

maybe i dun wan to get married..the relatives and other ppl will witness ur marriage...now tats a nightmare cos im a shy bitch..

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signing out