WOOHOO...yesterday which is a friday was just a refreshing day..we went to je to get lunch..and guess who did we saw?...i mean who did I saw?her..after such a long absence finally I get to see her personally...the pictures alone are not enough zal...oops..so i went to toilet after I had a good look at her...to do some erm,business...

played games as N treated me but had to resist the temptation as i need to go to work...

Disclaimer:
hey,was just joking about doing a business in the toilet,nothing happened after i looked at her..man,i should stop here before I praise too much about her..
say your prayers little one
dun forget my son
to include everyone

I tug u in warm within
keep u free from sin
till the sandman he comes..

what song is this?

foolrocker
signing out/o700

Left home in the afternoon on wednesday,which is yesterday...Met my dad at boon lay mrt station and went off straight to SP...We saw people bringing home acer's laptops n fujitsu's..My dad got so worried..wondering why people buy acer's..coz erm..they dun last long i believe..n my dad start calling my cousin in pasir ris,asking her whether she wanna buy a laptop since she dun hav one coz i could buy two at the same time USING the offers for poly students..The one thousand bucks cut off n stuff like dat..

Sadly,we didnt go straight to the laptop seminar..i gotta go for the enrolment since my enrolment faced some problems..so i was like bullied by the staffs there,they said "go to 'this' room"..then when i went there..the other guy said "go to the next room"..n i'm like..wow..bullshit..Finally i reached the final room..n the lady checked for me..after a few mins of waiting..she said.."i believe u are enrolled since we no longer hold your papers"...i'm like..woohoo..but also feel like..wat the hell...wasted my time going round n round..But nvm..it's worth it..i think*...haha..ok erm..so they took my pic for my admission card..but my hair looks alittle bullshit at the side..hmph..My fringe was covering my left eye,then the kakak said,'ur left eye plz'..i went like "ala..blh ah"..she said 'no'..Haha..hmph..

After collecting my admin card,i thought it was done..but wat the hell..i need to fill in some orientation stuff..Got seperated from my dad for like more than an hour coz we,first year students,gotta meet psychos in classes..like 6 classes side-by-side filled in with psychos trying to psycho us to join their orientation camp..there were so many camps..i got psychoed by the first class n i juz tick for the camp..but erm..after i finished running thru all the classes,i went to lvl 2 for the last run..then off to laptops..I saw a guitarist holding an electric guitar..my eyes were like shining..haha..woohoo...a cca for me..but erm..after i asked the guy incharge of the booth,he said we only use acoustics actually..we dun do rock songs n we teach people using musical notes on how to play the guitar..i was like..shit man..i learned using tabs..which are,numbers..not those musical notes..nvm..i left the booth n was about to leave the booths area..

Suddenly..there's one abang giving his salams to me..it was shocking tho..Of coz after dat i answered his salams..n tudung-tudungs were in the booth he's in..Not hanged tudungs of coz..Ladies were wearing them..Those ladies were staffs dat is*..So erm..He went on explaining wat's the cca about..it was a cca practising Malay traditional ways like sajak,acting n stuff..i wasnt very interested tho..but erm..suddenly he told me,sometimes we lepak around n sometimes we perform with guitars n stuff..Erm..GUITAR????Woohoo..i went like..Wow..Great..a cca full of Malay students n a camp full of first year malay students..Islamic ones too..N GUITAR...So i started asking bout the guitar part..he told me some examples n told me 2 of the members of DANIELLE was the guitarists for their cca..but erm..they left..so the cca is losing guitarists this year..So i went like..'Erm..i do play guitar'...N the whole booth went like "Woohoo..JOIN US..PLZ.."..Haha..they didnt beg dat is*,it was like a fun 'plz'...So i juz joined them..not sure if my skills could enlighten them..but i'm so glad there's such cca..juz hope i dont get into those sajak n stuff like dat..haha..

Ok..after writing all my particulars for the admission for the cca n their camp,i went off straight to my dad near the laptop seminar..i thought he was angry coz he waited for like an hour for me..but he was actually confused..haha..he was confused which laptop should he buy for me..When in the first place,before entering SP,he was so sure Fujitsu is the only one choice for me to hav..no others..

Anyways,he got confused bcoz..Acer gives lots of good points n stuff into the laptop..alittle better then Fujitsu..like erm..the Webcam n Windows Professional..n one of the best 3D graphic cards..while Fujitsu is giving the older version of windows(desktop),Windows Home Edition..And erm..Acer was very friendly n very determine in selling such a good product..After MY turn of looking..definitely,i feel like taking Acer's..coz Acer's design was so cool..Fujitsu's is ok..Fujitsu's looks like it belongs to a serious businessman..And i realised Fujitsu was trying to fish people too..with their Fingerprint reader..it's for security..haha..cool ey..

Erm..After hours of thinking,i decided to take Acer's eventhough my dad knows acer has a bad long-lasting reputation..but my dad was ok with my decision..n woohoo..WEBCAM..u guys gotta prepare urself seeing me in ur comp..Muahahahaha..n the design of acer was so..woohoo..haha..very personal..like u can fall in love with it..but anyways..i bought both Fujitsu n Acer..haha..nuts ey..i'm gonna be a pro psychotic computer technician not for long :D

Hmm..Well yea..dat's it..dat was wat happened in my whole afternoon yesterday..n erm..Yea one more thing..i saw a gurl i've seen before,in dover mrt station..she was on the other side..her face was so-so familiar..juz remembered..she joined Venture Era the same day as me..Haha..Freaking era..Hmm..Wondering wat course is she taking..coz erm..being frens with her could be cool ey..Hope she remembers me coz dat will be easier for an introduction :)

Haz
Freaking long essay..Muahahahaha..
Now,i hope Fiqah wont start her update warning again..haha..oops..
And yea..the ad on smoking came up again juz now..dammit..One thing is for sure,when i really2 watch it,i feel like there's something in my mouth..like,a freaking feeling man..i wont ever want my mouth to look like dat..
No way..
Peace

Its been a long day..so lets sum it up...went to my future school for an admission session..there were not many people in my course..maybe about 30 plus..anyway,the procedures went smoothly..man,my uniform is similar to that of shatec..white long sleeve shirt with black pants and black leather shoes...well,the attire seems uncomfortable if u were to wear it to school...i have the feeling eyes will be on me on the first day or maybe the first week..i mean,the uniform is different to the others..u know what i mean..anyway,there were some hotties...but they are bitches so forget about them...there must be plenty more of them later when the term starts..man,how am i going to preservere for the next 2 years?

about 11 i received a msg from N asking me if i wana eat out..since i'm already outside,why not?

i headed to je and while waiting for N to arrive,i walked around and played a few arcade games..dunno why...the temptation was there...haha..N soon arrive,we went for a drink instead as we confessed that the both of us ate already..we took a seat at the side of the ice skating ring and had a long talk there...we reminisence and called HZ up..at about 3 plus HZ came..and oh yeah,we met XIN MAO along the way..man,he went to SIMEI..unexpeected...a lot of ppl are going ITE UNEXPECTEDLY..theres this one person HZ told me about...dunno whether to belive it or not..

accompanied HZ for his eye check and get his new specs..man,took him about 30 min just to get his eyes checked...he told us that he failed his colour test...dun worry HZ..my text colour is GREEN just in case..hahaha..

well,im lazy to type what happen later..we went window shopping,i need to get a white smart long sleeve shirt JUST FOR ONE WEEK...dunno wether to get a new one or borrow..ANY OPINIONS? thanks HZ and N for helping me to find a cheap,cheap smart shirt..but to no avail..

well,that's all folks
one piece of advice...
an apple a day keeps the doctor away............seriously speaking

foolrocker
signing out/1100

Hmm...juz got back from Singapore poly...went there for a Preparotry Maths briefing..it's a briefing,telling us to do some maths sums online at home as a revision of last year's mathematics...N erm,i went there alone..hmph..Got lost for a sec..but juz for a sec

I entered the auditorium..ALONE...n juz took a sit in an empty row..haiz..really seem lonely ey..but who cares,i hope i can make frens there when the term starts...but erm..it seems so true dat Singapore poly is attending 70% of boys..damn..girls werent alot there..n some were wierd..but there's still some Malay gurls..some were wearing tudung..im not sure,but i think they are still wearing it now...haha..i dunno actually..

Wat luck,when the briefing ended,i went out of the auditorium,i heard someone calling my name..wow..it was cha cin..haha..Siang Chin actually..I was so glad i got an old fren in there..n vuala,same course..
Muahahahaha..Ehem..ok..erm..we chat along the way n i got so worried when i saw his SP ez-link card..coz i havent got 1..i was so afraid of getting kicked out of the poly since i made a late enrolment..Hmph..So,he brought me straight to the enrolment centre..passed my ic to the incharge n shit..my enrolment is having some problems..so erm,special Case..I was then lead to a room..n did some stuff..Finally,they said i hav to pass a receipt of a payment,which is at home at dat time..Dammit...guess i'll be registered into the school late then..

Erm..After getting a suggestion of coming again next time to pass the receipt to her,we went to the laptop seminar..Siang Chin was rushing to get home,so i juz took the brochures...n erm..still wondering..which one i should get..Fujitsu's or Acer's...Coz my father,as an experienced freelance computer technician,told me dat there have been lots of cases where Acer's customers keep sending their laptop for service..u know wat dat means,right? Erm..Service? Warranty? Breakdown? Yea dat's it..So,my father recommended me to buy Fujitsu's laptop..And he's so tempted to buy it for me..Wat's stopping me is dat the screen of the Fujitsu's laptop is real long..haha..wierd..While Acer's have a webcam..maybe the webcam is juz to fish people to buy their product..haha..oops..N erm,i could buy 2 laptop coz..they said so..Of coz i wont buy 2,but whoever needs 1,tell me so dat i can apply for ya..coz erm..this offer cause u to save like $1055..one thousand bucks man,no kidding..It has 3 years warranty..Well,u can trust Fujitsu coz it's more long-lasting..But i'm still at the tip of the hill,thinking of which to buy..hmm..Webcam....not sure bout dat..coz i heard people do dirty things with it..haha..isnt dat right zal?

Ok..Finally,we made a move..Go home Go home..haha..I almost took the train..but Siang Chin told me there's a new bus dat could reach my bus stop..it's 185..so,i took the bus with him..For the first few minutes,i got so happy i could cut my fair expenses down coz intead of taking 243 n the mrt to school,i could juz take 185..but finally..after like almost an hour to reach home,i got demoralised..haha..damn..dat bus was nuts..it went all over jurong west n my stop was like at the end of jurong west..Hmph...n it's $1.38...taking 243 n the mrt which takes like 30mins altogether,is like $1.45...so,i guess i'll be taking the train in the future..Sorry Siang Chin..

Erm..After i reached home,i planned to go back to SP when i grabbed the receipt..but erm..decided to take a rest..guess i'll be there tomorrow then..So....yea..dat was wat happened today..n erm..i know today,isnt a happening day,which could make u wonder y is my entry so long..Well,erm..i'm testing my 'dragging' compo..Muahahahaha..Sorry if i tire u guys..Plz complain in the tagbox..i insist..haha

Haz
Trying to get my mindset 'set to go' for school
N erm..Fiqah,top up kn ur adek nye card ah..
Zal nk msg dari hari tu au..oops..haha..
Peace

ok,so i met up with N,HZ,ZAL and SAB after work at popular,went to IMM,i think we can go there with our eyes closed next time...since thats the only place we hang out,anyway,walked here, walked there,played guitar since SAB brought his guitar...man its been a long time since i played since my guitar string snapped,man, i got to get it fix...still sick these days...im prone to sleepiness...making my mind think nonsensically...still poor appetite..can anyone prescribe a medicine for me?i need a breather..too much pollution...

you will set your soul alight....
in the dark I absorb my plight
all's fair in love and war
i think im feeling like a whore

haha..im sick..damn sick...hahaha...

foolrocker
signing out...................fuzz

Ok,so im feeling nauseous and sick,i have no appetite,no money,no fun.

from Haz post,it reminds me of what my dad had told me about his youth years..well,not so youth..

You see,my dad is a great guitarist.his fingers just move faster than the speed of light,well,at least its damn fast.he would told me that my mum would pull his ears when she caught him playing the guitar..haha,my mum hate it so much that she threw away the guitar..so my dad stopped playing since then..since i was a kid,i admired my dad a lot..he is a great soccer player,he had tons of cups last time but he decided to throw it as it was taking too much space..man..too bad my younger brother inherited that skill from my dad..well..i inherited something else from my dad..i decided to buy an accoustic guitar at the age of 16..i was a dummy but my dad showed me a few songs and hey,he said im a pretty good guitarist..i would pluck the strings in such a way that i can feel the flow of the song..but right now i had to stop playing as i dont have any cash to finance that ambition

Unlike Haz,i dun have an electric..ive seen how my brothers played the guitar and they suck in it..no offense siblings,but to me,money is an obstacle...i searched high and low for bargained electrics but with no luck..Names like michealangelo and Yngwie Malmsteen are like guitar gods..they tamed the music..wish i could..

I feel that my english structure is rather broken..maybe cos i didnt plan it..nah,im just sick...back to the paranormal realm then..i love it..yeah,try and spook me..im waiting...

Haz,what AK are u talking about?

ghost,im ready for the final battle

foolrocker
signing out......1234567890-=-][';/.m;l;\

Hmm..Thinking about posting something about my guitar..

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Hmm..Ok...There's the pic,right behind...And oh yea..it's not really really my guitar..I'm juz the sub-owner..My uncle is its main owner..he kinda retired since like..erm..eversince he got married,i think*..N his fingers,by now,i believe has smoothen instead of being hard like a hardcore guitarist's...Which eventually will hurt his fingers if he suddenly starts playing again..

Erm..i feel like posting bout it coz i heard it is a legendary guitar..my cousin juz told me it was first used in the 1960s..i'm like..Wow..haha..muz be kidding..but erm..if my cousin lied,then i guess he juz earned some sins..haha..

Ok...Erm..From the looks of it..yea..it could really be so true it's from the 1960s coz the model is way2 different from the new milennium's guitars..but im way2 lucky dat it still works wonders..n its capabilities are almost similar to those guitars in shops right now..So..it's cool..But,i dunno how much longer it could last..coz my jumping n hardcore movements are breaking it up..Of coz i gotta try playing it while moving in a hardcore manner..coz if not,i'll be a pathetic guy,standing like a gayboy,trying to impress people with my guitar-playing..Erm..i juz hope this so-called Legendary guitar wont break on me..coz..erm..i dun think my uncle wanna hear such news

And yeah,this guitar has been passed down from a family member to another member and to another..My uncle bought it like..erm..3rd hand i think...The 1st hand guy was a popular guitarist i heard..i dunno his name,coz i nvr asked my uncle about it..Ok,erm..i think it was exactly before or after my uncle got married,he passed it down to my cousin..but before dat,he told me he used to perform with it in his school..i think it was his secondary school..And then comes my older cousin..After my older cousin got hold of the guitar,he used it in his performance in his previous school..AVI..it was in a big2 stage i heard..N then,this is where i came in..

So,from the looks of it...all guitarists who Ever did hold the guitar had performed infront of many people with it..so erm..will my time come?? Or will it juz sit in my cupboard..Hmm..How i wish i get to perform infront of many people with it

Haz
Still rising my band's name so dat my wish could come true..=)
Peace

Hmm..Sometime it's sad when looking at my frens' who didnt update their posts..But i juz realised,the other way round,i could disappoint people too..Hmm..Sorry2..

Anyways,i met her the day before yesterday...it was a wonderful day..we talked n disturbed each other...LOVE was is the air..haha..oops..juz kidding..Erm..Before she went off dat day,she asked me..would u wanna go out with me tomorrow??..Woohoo..of coz i said yes..erm..in my heart dat is..but in reality,i juz said i'll check my schedule..sounded like i really got 1..haha..hmm..After dat,i called zal to join me,hz,N n fool in the evening for some eating n some shitz...but about an hour later,zal got himself a big2 headache..provoking him to vomit..so,he juz left sadly..N left too..he said he have some girls to attend to..haha..Erm..so hz,fool n me had our dinner at KFC in je..After dat,we went off..

Erm..I went out with her again the next day..which is..yesterday..but before dat,i dreamt bout her too dat morning..this time,it was really her face..really was her..n erm..the dream showed me memories of her n me spending quality time with each other..having fun..but the worse thing was,towards its end...She gave me a letter..saying dat..she have to leave for australia..The sad thing was..she gave me the letter the moment i started falling for her..*sigh*..I felt so down in dat dream dat i suddenly waked up..it was so-a-let down thing for my day..dat was when i started thinking,was the dream trying to tell me dat im not destined to be with her? *sigh*

Hmm..i used up the whole afternoon with her..spending the time together..with her fren*...aww..dammit..shouldnt be a fren there..but nvm...i juz kept quiet when her fren is near coz i rather giv her the chance to talk to her fren rather than me..n she kept asking me,y im keeping myself quiet..hmph..

However,she's not letting me blog the whole story of wat happened yesterday...i've only told u about 15% of yesterday...n she wont even let me talk bout this in men's talk..hmm..nvm..I would like to apologise to hz,zal,sab,nf n fool if u guys ever wanna ask me about any of this,n i cant answer...very sry guys..not even when cycling..haha..dammit..:)

Oh yea..i dreamt bout her again this morning...Wow...i dreamt bout her yesterday N today..hmm..dat's rapid..haha..Anyways,the dream was sad too..The dream was about,her old crush..he came all of a sudden n gave her flowers..The thing was,he came when we almost start a relationship..Wow..wat the hell...dat's great man..damn..Erm..The real her,told me yesterday..her religious teacher said dreams happen oppositely..so,if both of my dreams happen oppositely..Woohoo..I'll be the happiest man in the world..muahahaha..

Hey Fool..i juz remembered..i dreamt bout u too this morning..erm..we were sitting in a library when suddenly ak65 came n sit beside u..reading a book..haha..wierd shit man..but erm..if wat the Ustazah said was true,dat dreams happen oppositely in reality,then i guess dat day wont be coming..aww..shit..Sorry bro..but erm..wait..i think can make dat day come anyways..juz give me some $$$...haha..we'll make it happen..plz plz..

Haz
Hoping for something wonderful to turn up :D
Peace

No, please..that feeling is coming back..i feel lost..with no directions..no priorities..

no objective..no aspiration..nothing..life is getting mundane as time goes by..but wait..

im waiting for enrolment..i plan to retake..i plan to work...but how to juggle all that within a week?im not putting my plans into action..thats the reason why im feeling lost..

im stoning there..waiting for something to hit me..real hard..contemplating endlessly

in infinity..where it never exist..and has never extinct..why is life full of opposites?

life and death..love and hate..friend and foe..peace and war..it remains

unanswered...no matter how hard u try..the definitions are infinite..life is something

u live for..or u live cos of someone else...we can never explain..

this questions are the feedback of what's happening to me..no direction..

im killing myself..they say its part and parcel of life..I say its providence

Haz,im dead serious its her.

foolrocker
signing out..

Hmm..Fool's latest post was scary..sounded like he was the one who got molested..oops..hehe..juz kidding..but i heard he wasnt the one who got it..well,now..im not sure either..haha..Anyways,someone told me i dun hav to say sorry for writing long compos in my posts..coz he/she said it's my blog..*of course,it's mine n Fool's*...I guess i wont say sorry anymore...n i guess,i dun hav to say sorry for not posting for quite long..oops..haha..jk..

Ok,erm..i went out yesterday for my checkup n i got shocked..coz the clinic,SATA in jurong east,was swarming with people...i was like 'wat the hell,dammit im dead'..i assumed it will take like 4 hours..but wat luck i had,i got out of it like in 2 n a half hours...but before that,while waiting for my register number,i gotta wait for like 30 people who was infront of me..so i went down to meet hz,nf n zal in the KFC...Damn,they were like eating n i was like 'aww..i gotta buy dat chicken'..but wat the hell..im gonna do a medical checkup...wat if the coke digest real quick..i say,im gonna get sugar in my urine record...

Anyways..wat zal did in KFC was..he plucked out the chicken crumbs n gave me a naked chicken in the end..but i forgot about the chicken n went for my checkup...damn..how i miss dat chicken..it's definitely inside zal's tummy...i gotta get it somehow..oops..haha..nah juz kidding..let bygones be bygones..Erm..

After my hours of checkup,i met them again in entertainment..They were slacking around..nothing to do..juz watching girls around them..sigh..i juz dunno wat to say...coz i think,nf was trying to prevent himself from being a gay..coz,he has been single for years already..n we always touch him..oops..haha..Anyways,for nf sake..i joined him..i offered him some secondary school girls..nerdy ones dat is..haha..he juz kept quiet..guess he was shy..Erm..after trying to matchmake our dear nf..we went to popular..looking at wonderful,very educational books..wonder wat it is..haha..i didnt look at it..hz was the one reading..so u can get tips from him about..'How different man n woman are'..haha

Erm..After slacking around in Popular,i went off...went to penin to get my Macbeth t-shirt and my effect pedal repaired..Erm..reached there in about 20 mins time..fast ey..Erm..Without any delay,i went straight to the guitar shop i bought the pedal from..The shop was filled with like 6 people,including me,so i wondered...hmm..which are the staffs..juz realised..all the 5 people were the staff..hah..anyways,it doesnt matter..i asked whether there's a warranty,but they said no..Dammit..so i juz showed them my pedal,they test it out..n vuala..still aint working..so they said they will send it to a company for servicing..but before i almost left,the boss asked,'how bout changing the battery?'..wow,i had no idea the battery gotta be changed..coz there's still power in there..i think*...anyways,they changed the battery..n vuala..it really works..HAHAHA...freaking dun hav to pay for services like $15...so i paid juz $2 for the new battery..i was so happy..but was sad at the same time..coz i got myself all the way to penin juz to get to know my pedal juz need a new battery..damn....

Ok,after saying thanks for all their help n their wonderful services,i went off to buy my Macbeth t-shirt..the saleswoman,lady rather,said it's $15...Wow...the cloth was like bullshit..worse than pasar malam's..but nvm..i juz asked for a discount..$12..plz...n she said ok...but suddenly,when i was gonna take out my money..she started saying..'actually,this is $18..we brought it down to 15'...i almost got demoralised..no hope for a discount..ah,wat the hell..i juz said..$12 ah..plz...Lucky thing she said..ok...so i went off..but juz before i went off,i saw her boss coming in..i was afraid she's gonna get some spanking from her boss..so i quickly went off...haha..she had a sad face though..

Anyways,i took the MRT..went straight to Boon Lay mrt station..i bought an ice cream cone from Mac..then i walked all the way to Gek Poh shopping centre to buy my hamster's food n stuff..Then finally,i got home..Damn..it was midnight already..
lol..juz kidding..it was about 8.30..n i havent had my heavy meal..i ate nothing the whole day..juz 3 sweets n an ice cream cone..i got too tired to eat when i got home..haiya..nvm ah..such long journey like yesterday happens like once in a lifetime..haha..Hmm..i know i've been writing long compos..n i shouldnt say sorry about it..however,i'm seeking for ur understanding..the thing is i wanna train my english-compo kinda stuff..eventhough i use shortcuts like 'coz,wanna,kinda'..haha..oops..i'll repair dat in the future..Hit us in the tagbox will ya..

Haz
Gonna meet her soon..
N zal,hz,nf...plz..dun touch her..
Or im gonna get Saiful to point u to the police
Haha..oops..juz kidding..
Peace

finally,i've recovered from my fatigue from the last three days since Sentosa..man,i've got to be joking..anyway..something weird happened..exactly one month ago on the 19 febuary 2007..i reported a molest case..but the police failed to turn up and that's how my grudge against the police began...but one month later one 19 march 2007..i received a call from a police imspector..they planned an ambush on the suspect..how they know he will be there is a mystery..i met the inspector at about 715 am on 19 march..i was told to look out for the suspect..an hour later,i spotted someone familiar..when i confirmed that the man was the suspect,i told them confidently and witness the inspectors seize the culprit..i was told to go home..it was an exciting experience..but the resaon for me to put this up is because if anything happens to me,at least some of u knows what had happened to me..cause i don't really tell this personally to people cause i dun bother to inform ppl my situation.

working with the police is dangerous..the culprit is in my neighbourhood..i'll be walking in full paranoia..and damn cautious..heh..guess i'm at risk..well,that's the life I want..haha

foolrocker
signing out..

Vintage rock..the music really moves me..their vocals and lyrics are just damn cool..
i miss vintage rock..they were the favourites in the 80's..the age where rock bands also became classified as pop and love songs..the age where rock is life..if only i were born in that age..but everything happens for a reason..providence is something out of our reach..i love vintage stuffs..but great music to come every now and then..so that will divert our attention to the music of today rather than the good old vintage..

in a crush and doing nothing is a wrong move..so when is the time?heck,am i even in the positon?im moving down in the social pyramid..dreams are shattered because of it..am i incompetent?how am i going to tackle it?will it haunt me again next year?

foolrocker
signing out..

Hmm...i was wondering..why didnt i update my part of this blog...haha..wierd ey? I think it must of been Saiful's latest post which scared me off..oops..haha..jk..Hmm..anyways,i've been having nightmares lately..nightmares dat coz me to wake up many times..wake up in fear..n worse of all,waking up feeling like oxygen was rushing into my nose..i felt like my ribs were being used in the last few hours..when actually,i've been sleeping...Dat was how i felt n after dat i'll start feeling lost..wondering,y such dream came..coz the dreams are like serious shit..some are really2 hardcore nightmares...damn..i hate it..like..alot..
But thinking positively,i think my room has so little fresh air circulation..coz i only opened a small gap for the air from outside to come in..

Hmm...i still remember my latest dream..it isnt a wet dream..plz plz..Erm..it isnt a nightmare too..but it's wierd shit...It started like..all of a sudden,i was in a gig...but the stage isnt filled by a band..it was occupied by a couple..getting married..(getting married in a Malay way that is)...the stage ended up becoming a 'pelamin'...and someone beside me said 'hey,they are the first couple..u will be the 3rd'...i was like 'wat the hell'..i dun even noe who i'm marrying with..after that,someone lead me to the backstage..for a make-up n choosing my clothes..i got nervous n asked..'must i do something when i'm up there?'..another guy said 'yes..u need to perform some silat moves'...damn...i'm like...'no shit'...haha..But suddenly,i got myself a call...it was Sabri..haha..damn wierd right...hmm..he asked me to join hz,zal n him for cycling..Since i was stress because of all the nervous the 'silat teacher' gave me..i just left..but i said i'll brb...haha...Wow..brb,when the fact im gonna get married in a gig in minutes time..
So,as usual,the image suddenly change..dreams...As if i entered a time machine...Well, i found myself riding a bike,n sabri,hz n rizal were behind me...it was a wierd place we were cycling on..the ground was like hills...small hills..and suddenly we found a hotel out of nowhere..Looking at the time,i just realised i gotta go back for my 'blind marriage'...i left my bike there..juz realised i was riding a paperbike...lol...Made out of paper...wat the hell...ok nvm...
So the image changed again,i found myself in the backstage area...i started asking people..'hey,is my blind marriage over???'...i got confused..some guy said yes..n wat a coincidence,he's a cameraman..Wow...felt so lucky i get to watch the video of tonight's "gig"...N wow..it was sad...i saw a lady..dark-skinned tho..was sitting on the pelamin all alone..and she seems like looking for someone..must be me of course...but wat the hell,i dont even know her..never seen her face before..like,in real life...Hmm..dunno wat happened next...i suddenly found myself with hz again..and with my paperbike...As usual,when i waked up,i feel like my body has been used up..feel so...unbearable to hold on..dammit..

Anyways,wat i'm really wondering is dat...the dream,about the marriage..and meeting hz,sab n rizal..seems like happening to be true..but..in a different way dat is...Coz WHEN the hell can i get to see couples getting married in a traditional Malay way in a gig..and with coloured neon lights rotating 360 degrees..hah..Erm..the different way is like..the day before yesterday,i found this gurl...she's beautiful...beautiful,beautiful,beautiful...erm..to me dat is...And i somehow got myself to her...so it's like a NEAR-TO-A-RELATIONSHIP kind of stuff..(relationship = marriage)... haha...dat was how people in the 1950s interprate it..or maybe 40s..Erm..After getting myself to her..me,hz,sab n zal went cycling dat same night..Hmm..I'm just saying dat there are coincidence between my dream n my real life..N i'm wondering y..damn..no shit...

Haz
Sorry for the long compo again..i'll take another week break then..haha..
Hope u guys could say something bout this..Coz im not joking...i'm freaking wondering..
Is it dat i can dream about my future?Am i a fortune teller?Or am i a conman...
Damn...not a conman..plz...no..

humans are slowly destroying the earth..efforts were put in to prevent another apocalypse from occuring..i don't know..im living the rest of my numbered days in paranoia and uncertainties..paradoxically,humans are trying to save or rather slow the process of the destruction of earth when they are the very reasons why the earth is going through its most darkest days..the world is destroying itself..its own resources are the pollutants..humans think the control the world just because the can think and able to talk intellectually..but what about the others whom are still living in what we call now an uncivillised world?there are millions of them still without any modern day utilities like those living in developed countries.HECK,several of those living in developed countries are poor and do not have the priviledge to indulge on utilities that are already prepared for many..why do humans forget the less unfortunate the moment the are in a favourable position when they originate from the same class before they became succeessful?humans are such monsters..everyone of us..even if u live the life of a saint,u're still self-centered..and please dun deny it..u can never avoid this fact..its born with you,its shadowing you wherever you go..in fact,it is you..that self-centered shadow is you..you just dun realise it dun you?why now's the time to be awaken!tolerate no more!unleash that its every fucker for himself phase..death is the answer to everything..everything comes to an end and that's death...

pray and put urself in redemption..immortality is a greed..death is a generosity

foolrocker
signing out

hey,was totally engrossed in my computer game until hz called,breaking the hypnotism the game had on me..hz wanted me to follow him to shatec just like wat he asked the others to do..i went there once actually..its near to my house but i decided to kp quiet and just follow them go in circles..we met haz at bukit batok..seldom does haz follow us hanging around..so maybe its a sign for a special day?haha..the rain was conventional luckily as the area near shatec wasn't raining..we were lucky..i accompanied hz to ask the ppl there...and man,it cost a spanking 12,000 dollars..hz didnt brought anything so nothing much happened there..what a waste but nvm..after that,we went to mcdonald near yuhua village..it then began to rain heavily so we were stranded and stared into empty space..it wasnt until our eyes caught something,as in mine,zal and haz eyes..so we had something interesting to talk about and what haz did was rather extraordinary but credits come from hz..haha..man,it was a late,late drama..

while at mcdonald..did i hear correctly?how did they know?only one person knows the answer..but wth..i dun care!ahahaahahhaaha..

foolrocker
signing out

Boisterous,convival,lively and enjoyable,that's how i describe today and the other days i went out with them..planned with hz,niap and zal to go out..to jp using the cheapskate route..we walked aimlessly around jp,looking around,browsing through stuffs..soon we decided to go to pioneer mall but ended up in the vicinity of jp..we loitered under the blocks of jurong west..and when we found a street soccer court,we ended up playing soccer...but it wasnt a challenging match but the weather seems to diapprove of us playing as the clouds became dark and soon the rain became heavy..we seek shelter under the blocks and our attempt to find a nearer shelter to jp became rather funny as we found ourselves trapped as we walked in circles as none of us has any lore on the area..we finally found a suitable location and waited for the rain to stop..in the mean time,niap endlessly talked about gals..i dun noe who they are but i began to know the whole story as the day goes by..we took 187 to yuhua village and had our dinner...its the first time i ate hawker food witth them..i think..well,when you're broke,i think this is the wisiest choice when you're eating outside..niap showed different ways that he would do if he sat with * in the bus..it was funny while i enjoyed the bus ride laughing all the way..

frankly,my mind feels aimless...maybe because its not been doing anything mental...but when u have a crush,u melt at the tought of her...only problem is,she's attached....wth..HZ dun be arrogant,u are OFFERED a course...

foolrocker signing out

ok,was experimenting how to put pictures,looks like ive succeeded..look at the sense of achievement felt by me...

Damn...it's 4.57...i cant sleep..maybe it's coz of my lil sis beside me..sharing a single bed..haha..hmm..it's fine since she seldom sleeps with me..Anyways,i've been thinking wat to write since i cant sleep well..and i kept dreaming of blogging..changing my song in this blog and stuff like dat...damn...freak..i dunno why i dreamt about it..hah..No shit..

ok..hmm...it's about my band..it's called The Mosquits..
And it is made up by me n my cousins...one of my cousin is in Malaysia,15 years of age..he's the pro one in making songs n stuff..eventhough he's younger..i'm 2nd in dat..
but anyways,the shitty thing was...i am the one..who has been going back-to-back..from Singapore to Malaysia and vice-versa..to make and complete our songs...coz my malaysian cousin havent got his passport renewed..freaking Malaysian gotta pay Rm300 to renew it..
While my rhythm guitarist,living in woodlands,is trying to be a bitch about it..he never tried to make a move to Malaysia with me..not bcoz im gay dat is..
Shit...gay has nothing to do with this...anyways,it's juz bcoz he dont wanna put effort in things he dun wanna do..when actually completing our songs is a damn good thing..and now,being more bitchy,he wants to disband our band..breaking it off...wat the hell..
You wanna know wat he said??
ima tell u now coz i dun think i gotta wait for ur answers in the tagbox..
Answers like "RIN : YES!!I WANNA KNOW WAT HE SAID!!"
haha..juz kidding..hmm..anyways..he said...'Hey i'll be in ITE not long enough..in a year or 2..and there are damn guitarists out there we can take..Malaysia is like,damn far...i dun wanna go there'...
Wow..great...he is talking about how easily we can get a new band member when actually the one that has been making the songs was me and my malaysian cousin..he didnt even make 1 song yet...he's bullshitting..and i think he knew he was..sadly..

While my drummer..living in Pasir Ris,is way2 too busy...got a new lil bro...but dat doesnt matter,coz he's not taking care of him..haha..but he's busy with school,work and his new gurl..who said 'Eh u,sape tu...eh bbual nnt ah..' when actually we were discussing with him when is he free to make a trip to Malaysia..Wow..the call wasnt even 5mins..i think it was like 4...

Hmm..so me and my malaysian cousin got demoralised by my rhythm guitarist's words and almost break off the band..Luckily he called me yesterday..Of coz i started being a psycho after thinking what should really happen to the band...i was like...'Hey we cant break this band off man..the band is like flowing in my blood right now'...Coz we still remembered the week when we trapped ourselves in one of the rooms in his house,in Malaysia,and started making songs..
Damn good old days...but freaking lucky..he said 'Yea man..me too..eventhough u guys wanna disband,i'll still hold the band's name..carrying it up high'...haha..Wow..he's younger yet being greater...hmm...well...we're still making songs..we got like 8 now..only 2 really completed songs..sadly...hmm..i hope u guys wanna hear it someday..juz that i cant make it to Malaysia again for awhile..for some reasons...So we cant complete all of em..

Hmm..Well,i guess that's it...sorry for the long composition..haha..juz gotta write it out man..hmm..if this shit is really2 long,i'll take a break for a week from blogging then..haha..Freaking NOOOOOOOO

Haz
Still in search for a hardcore drummer...
And maybe a new rhythm guitarist too..or basis..
Erm...If u could be one of them,hook me up ey..
My Malaysian cousin will be taking one of those jobs..but u dont have to worry,coz he can be any of them..a drummer,a guitarist or even a basis..
But what i'm sure of is that there isnt a need to search for the lead guitarist,coz im him...hah..dont pretend u dont know..
Peace

the aroma gives me a reminisence of what has been a a tragedy..blood was spilled..rivers turned to red..skins of the victims were scattered throughout the coast..and there lies the familiar figure which looms over the remnants of his victims...that figure was me..what does it mean?a sign about the future?what lies ahead of time is unexplainable..i'm just a mere human which possesses nothing which is magical..then what does it mean? the questions lies unanswered as i went on in search of answers...or die trying

hey haz,i'm touched *sob*...appreciate our friendship but pls dun get it wrong,im damn straight bro..

foolrocker signing out

Hmm..wierd things happening lately..like..quarrels n stuff..but hey,i tried being a middle-man in that catfight..guess it didnt work out well..damn..i was having lots of confidence to settle down those two cats..coz it was really a misunderstanding..she said something..and the other she said something too..and the story changed when it falls into 2nd-hand party...hmm..nvm..hope those two get back together..

Anyways,i've been lazing around at home..nothing to do..juz on the comp,stared at the msn n my blog..but tonight,i got myself a new rhythm for my song..it's for the chorus part..i was really thinking it would be one of the simple but greatest chorus for one of my songs..but dammit..i just realised the rhythm sounded exactly like oag's song..'Permysuri'..the chorus part..
I'm like..wat the hell...freaking song was almost complete...nvm...

Haz
All my frens out there,i dun judge u guys..whether u're clever or not..
I juz love to continue friendships with people who are different from me..
N i dunno why i'm saying this all of a sudden..haha..
Mayb coz i dun wanna lose any of my frens..
Peace...

Started the day playing computer games..left my house for a long anticipated match at about 8 cause i expected them to be late as usual BUT,i guess i was wrong..however,guess i was right..whenever i'm early,they are late,when i'm late,they are early..had a great match..plundered a few goals but failed to finish chances in the big match which involves the 88 against the 89..both side scored and ended in uncertainty..rizal went home but met him later,in the mean time,niap,hz and shawn followed me home as we wanted to meet zal later at je,they played games,however they should be thankful that i showered them with my hospitability as a host to them..well,its the least i could do..we had our meal at mac and followed hz and zal to buy a chess set..played chess..but zzzz..the wind at toh guan was more tempting...exhausted,went back home..

guitar is stripped
string snapped
tune too hard

Foolrocker
Signing out...

Hmm..I got myself a call from a friend of mine today..thought she misses me or something..Muahahaha..juz kidding..
Erm..Anyway,i was wondering at first,why the hell she called..little did i know i got myself a consultation period for the day..heh..
But eyy,helping people is good..
Anyways,i cant talk about it in here..It's R18....haha..sorry..
Some things just cant be exposed to everyone,so dun get EMO on me..Well i guess i dun hav much to say about the call then..
Hmm...For my religious class earlier today,it was different from always..I get to be the leader n stuff like dat..anyways,who cares..haha..
No shit...
Erm..Sorry if my blogging skill aint dat good yet,i'll get it hooked up real good in the near future..

Stop spamming our tagbox u bitches..
And..erm...The call wasnt R18 sadly...haha..was juz kidding..

Haz

Wow great..our damn blog is damn done..damn..Thanks Fiqah..
Sure it was hard editing the template..hmm..im not sure of what to write about..but i sure know i freaking hate zal..he played around with our blog after knowing our pass..
Wow great...hey...make sure u delete the pic of me sleeping,zal..or i'll snag up something from ur girlfriend..something precious..muahahaha..Hmm...Anyways,i'm new at blogging n stuff..i hope i didnt type anything wrong in here..if i did,hook me up will ya..

Haz
Peace guys..

ok my first post,so wat am i going to write about? hmm..let's try..allow me introduce my self. i'm an 18 yr old guy living the life of a drifter..if u know wat it means..my passion? to be a great guitarist..i was instilled since young to rock music since i was young and it still runs within me till today and it's still going strong..piece of advice: rock comes from the heart, not the image..yeah man..so..that's all from now..live life with passion..


Foolrocker
Signing out..