hahah...finally haz got post sumting...

ok..so skool...normal..test tomorrow..

dats all...enuf publicising of love life or sex life...hahah..

wat i know is tat tmr will be short and sour..but heck care!!

drums drums drums..study study study..sex sex sex...games games games...love love love hate hate hate..dumb dumb dumb...i musn't be impulsive..plan and think..the bigger picture is the better ending..

and yarh..truth hurts..

Oops..kinda forgot to post throughout the month..haha..Guess i got too hooked up with Saiful's posts..imagining it's his own blog..

Kk..erm..im not sufferring from short-term memory..but dun be angry if i say anything wrong,alrite? Coz i cant assure myself dat i would remember all my just-pass moments..haha

Err...Isnt dat common for most people? Duh..

Kk..i didnt turn up for last week's soccer BUT i did turn up for last last week's..Haha..dat's a big deal man..the street soccer court kinda give me a sucky impression..coz there were so many teams dat turned up..

We dont even dare to ask for our turn..Coz sometimes,people juz turn away from us..freaking pretend we're a freaking wall..

When our time came,i was the one who entered the court first..and i got myself a hard ball from the keeper at the left corner,got hit directly onto my eye..I didnt cry..not a chance..haha..but i end up reporting sick,being d only guy sitting all alone under the void deck,taking care of my team's valuables instead of playing as a starplayer..wat the hell..nvm..the keeper will get my ball someday..im gonna kick it hard..Hmph..

After soccer,we went off to JE..as usual..talk alot of cocks while waiting for raj..Raj was rather punctual dat day..to my surprise..i dun think even saiful can be dat punctual..haha..oops..

K,we slacked at JE d whole night..Till 10+ or so..Playing CS n stuff..Trying to beat the shit out of raj..Then,we walked Saiful home..but he turned out not wanting to go home straight..So we sat under a void deck beside our good old Shuqun Secondary School,the school which zal goes to almost every single day..fetching ruz home..haha..OK2,back to dat nyte..Erm,Saiful had a chat with Hani using d lappy before he ran back home..She was calling Saiful 'syg and dear' all over..Dude..Fool really have the manly skills with woman man..but..aiya..wat for worry,people..Love in a minute only mah..haha..oops..

Yesterday
I juz finished watching Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix..it's kinda cool..not bad..8/10 maybe..but if u have intentions of sleeping,u could fall asleep..it's a matter of ur choice..coz it's not as inspiring as Spiderman 3 or Transformers..Even for the fact dat i fell asleep when i was watching transformers weeks ago..HAHA..Kk,dat wasnt bcoz of the movie..i fell asleep coz it was 4am..i didnt have much rest before watching it..

Today
I feel like one dumb ass..coz of not realising one of my module has ended..So,i was expecting 3 hours of lecture today..Which is worth to come..A lost not to come,right? Yea..but after to my knowing dat d module has finished,im only suppose to have only 1 hour of class today..Like..WAT THE HELL...waste my transportation fees only..haha..nvm ah..after d class,i realised dat d 1 hour was essential..coz i cabut'd her previous classes..which was last week..haha..found out dat last week's class was a new topic..Feel FREAKING lucky i got the chance to catch up in dat one hour..haha

After d class,my frens psychoed me to eat at Foodcourt 6..Business' foodcourt..The furthest foodcourt ever..but wat the hell..dat one hour class was the only class for the day..and since the class is over,why not take the trip,right?

Saw some chickies..business chickies..WOOHOO...THEY'RE THE HOTTEST!!..haha..And erm..some were wearing Formal shirts..Like ariani used to wear when she met me long ago..Whoa..She's really2 looked beautiful in dat dressing..No one can ever beat her..And i'm missing it to pieces..hmm..

Well..dat's it for d day..Dun think ima watch any of my 2000 movies for today..I'm gonna test out my drum skills in a game i juz got from my good fren earlier..Cant remember the name of d game..it's like Guitar Hero..but kinda for drums..And it freaking seemed 100% similar to the one in d arcade..Freak..I LOVE IT...Muahahaha..

And my fren mentioned dat he got the game from one of his Republic poly fren..
And i'm like..Why is he mentioning his fren's school?
Ouh..i get it..Damn..Wat the hell was he trying to do man..?? Hmph..

Haz
Love Love Love
"True love"
Hmm..Does true love really exist?
I'm still wondering..

sat was ok...since her mum wun let her go out...went with my brothers instead...as usual, my small bro wears like he is going UK..hahah...after the movie went to top man...oh yeah,we wathed at vivo liao...

so bought my long awaited apparels...heee..simpsons was as usual funny...den had dinner at delifrance...my first time liao..

so tats how sat goes...looks like zero chance of a dream date until she is older...hahah..wat am i thinking...

ehpul

signing out

okay..i guess she is really a filial daughter...heeding her parents...her mum will ask her who she will go out with..so tats bad...but at least i know she wants to go out with me...

her mum will kill her if she goes out with a guy..hahahah...such gals are hard to find nowadays..very filial and not rude...

so unlike minahs...maybe tats why im in love with her...but nah...i hate love...

better to stay single...maybe we shud just be frens...if tats the way it is meant to be...

so wat if im in love??

i still look at gals okay..friday only i dun look at gal...hahah..
oops..too much secrets revealed...

ehpul

signing out

yest morning was the sweetest...i heard a gal calling me..guess what? its her!!

so i waved back and finally,i get to see her smile again..it was a long tiime since i saw her smile..hee..^_^

ehpul

signing out

sch was ok. back to norm..

definition of shadow:silent..loves the dark..loves to copy..exist in day time..invisible in the dark..

loves to follow people's back..has no definite form..can take any shape..very cool and calm..

50-50 techno...universal music listener but more towards indie....loves topman...hates to fall in love..hates to miss ppl..loves to watch the past...loves soccer...has an account in frenfinder..oops..i mean frenster..its not porn ok!!!

loves camaro..aka bumblebee...loves umbrella...oops...i mean the real umbrella cos it covers u from the rain...good rite..loves lazing around...loves sleeping (cos of sum1)

belives in fate...everything hapens for a reason is his motto..loves lurking...

trademark kill:BACKSTAB!!!, AK47

tats all about shadow

ehpul
signing out

yesterday sch was traumatic...lily was abused by her guy who is a fren of mine in the same class...the guy caught lily msging some other guy after reading her hp inbox....

i know tat her guy is possessive...but when i saw him grab lily's mouth...i was both angry and scared..i wouldn't want to hit my own fren...but luckily the lecturer arrived and when the lecturer started to grapple him,about 5 other boys in the class entered the fray including me...

the event was traumatic...i pity lily...she thanked me for helping her out...used to like her but rite now,she's just a fren...the image of her guy grabbing her mouth still linger on my mind...

maybe i felt wrong for not acting sooner...lily was in dire danger...she could have died if i didn't help her....

the reason why i post this is to flush my thoughts out...i dun like lily like before...so telling her how i feel is the least important...although we would stare into each others eyes lovingly...i would just break it off and look elsewhere...poor lily..

till here

ehpul
signing out

Would someone save me

Please?

Being with someone who doesnt love me,it's juz too hurting..

Haz

ok..the reason im here is because she's not online so rite now i have free time...probably she's too tired tats y...well..rite now its friday morning...

and yeah...sccored my second goal since my bdae..played soccer during SW...well, i was the backbone of the defence and tats why i played with full focus...cant wait for the wkends!!must give my fullest...and not disappoint my team mates...

whenever i feel lonely...these words caome up to me...'u are not planning to get married now so wats the rush???' rite after that i wun miss anybody...but when the time comes...tats when i need to rush...

but i know i might lose if i dun hurry...time is of the essence...what the fuck am i thinking??? screw her...my own life is more interesting...i have frens tat makes my day...so y do i need a gerl?...heh....contradicting isn't it??

friday night is another chance for me...i just wish for friday to breeze to so tat friday nite would be slow and memorable...

when can i recover from tis cough?its irritating...

and yeah,i have a 1.2 k scholarship award...so..shopping spree is on the way...FOX,TOPMAN...here i come!!!!! i so want another pair of skinny pants...but they dun make my legs look like chopsticks okay!!!

-_-"....wow the money is in the bank..i did the suffs and its well on the way...imagine..1.2k...its way my imaginations...

wat to do when u are 1.2k richer from 350 previously??

ehpul
signing out

ok...so my weakness in defending is against longball...why? i noticed that when its a longball...the person im marking always scores...haiz....having fever today...

ehfool
signing out

Your results:
You are Batman

Batman 90% Superman 80% Robin 75% Hulk 60% Green Lantern 60% Supergirl 50% Spider-Man 40% Wonder Woman 40% The Flash 30% Iron Man 30% Catwoman 20%

You are dark, love gadgets and have vowed to help the innocent not suffer the pain you have endured.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

oh my god...transformers was fantastic!!!

and zal, i duno y u can't understand the plot...maybe u fell asleep? haha ^_^..

man,bumblebee and starscream is my fave...in fact the decepticons were cool..

and i dream of a chevrolet camaro for my future!!! yellow with black stripes...cool..

my classmates really made my day...for the first time i'm so happy when i watch bumble bee run away from barricade..the camaro was...aaahh..power...i smiled when i watch bumblebee throttle...

a world without girls is a world of ........(up to u to decide)

she wasn't as bad as wat i thought she would be...was rather friendly...and no, she is not chatting to anyone behind me or watsoever...






well..at least i wun be rotting at home come monday...PLUS...can see her in sch liao!!..in any event..studies first...shiissh..dun wana get my ass distracted just because im smittened by some girl...



i have an interesting story...



i duno why the font is diff...so i dun know why some ppl are persistent to the extent of being entangled in their string of lies...





ok ok enuf of crapping...the greatest victory is for tat sum1 to initiate the conversation first after u initiate it for a long time...



ok...i hate techno..seriously...

it makes me sick to the stomache...hah..writing about it already makes me dizzy...hah..i dun wan distractions..

there is a tale when my fren told a gal tat he has a sex crush on her...i was like 'sex crush?' man,wat a sex minded person....so i asked, wat if the gal accept ur sex crush?? he said man, tat will be a dream come true..to me, its just sumting tat hapens in the movie because the director told them to do it...

my classmates said transformers are great and they had a couple of favourite transformers characters...makes me want to watch it..this thursday is the day!!

sorry for the diff font..cause i just reboot my com..so its plain virgin now..

ehfool
signing out

woke up at twelve...last nite was short thanks to my annoying brother...how i wish i have my own lappie...but he has two months left before he is gone...*sob*....hah..as if im gona miss him like that.....

so all i have to do is endure 2 months and the lappie will be mine!! kwang3...

flirted before i slept yesterday...she was sad tat i had to go but who cares!! i mean,im living in wat I call the No Promises philosophy...(actually i do but a philosophy is a philosophy...

the philosophy will stay with me until im lets say....24??

in No Promises, no one will get hurt cause there are no promises...as in, no hoping and all those dependent stuff...

and let me advise u that its for those who can control their emotionals...its good therapy really...

hah,who cares about relationship....i used to follow the trends..but now its time to stop it...wats the use of relationships if u just get hurt no matter how much that person means to u??

all i dream of is to lie down on some hammock with a hat and resting...that's what i call saiful's slacking...

let time pass and all...

in addition relationships cost u money,money, and more money!!

my commitment level is zero...yes, i have feelings for u but no, i got no time...but i will be with u when i have the time....

cause when u are in a relationship,u need to channel most of ur time to ur stead, which will make u feel exhausted in the long run...furthermore,the other party will expect u to put some time for the both of u...and what if u want time with ur friends?? definitely going to be a dilemma...

then wats next is that u will quarrel with ur stead and bla bla bla...

im tired of that...

in No Promises, no quarrel, cause there are no expectations to give time to the one u are in love with...

enough of love, let me tell u a story of a dream....(so that sumbody wun get bored)

i was playing my ps2 when i heard a voice...it says, 'next team!'

i was like, 'nabe,wat next team?'

voice: i dun care! NEXT TEAM!!

me:ok ok...

voice: loser will cut his dick off

me: what the hell???(sounds familiar although i didn't agree to it)

voice: u heard me..

me:fine

voice: the game is FIFA STREET, first to 1000 goals wins.

me:walao...lets get this over with..

2 days later..and im still in my dreams

the score is 999 to 999

voice:im winning..

me:no, ure not

voice: haha,yes! just the keeper to beat!

me:shit!

voice:and he scores!!!!!

me:huh? wait, wait a minute...

me:how is it possible that u are playing with me??

voice:u very the slow nabe...now then u realize...its a dream what...of course its possible...

me:fook u..why are my dreams getting lamer and lamer...

voice:ur stories is so lame that,that no one cares about what u post...

and thats how the story goes....lame rite??and boring too

ehfool
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WOOHOO!! CHELSEA FOREVER!!

Haha..Lol..juz kidding..i dun even noe any Chelsea's player...haha..sad right...i juz wanna put the pic only..haha..

Erm..juz got back from silat...Silat was very slow and slumber today...and i purposely came late for it coz i was doing my homework in the library which i need to pass up next week...lol..

Eh..i really feel so sucky nowadays..very sucky...coz im no longer the boy name Hasan who was self-motivated..who gets serious whenever studies are concerned..

Hmm..i'm juz slumber nowadays..if i have any homework,ill stress my mind,keep reminding myself dat i have homework to do..but i would juz carry on with my daily routine once i got home...like slacking in msn..looking around in my good frenz blogs and play the guitar if i have the time and the want to play..

There's already 2 lecturers who lectured me..adviced me..'Start working hard,Hasan...dont carry on with ur slacking..it's time for u to motivate urself..u cant go on like this,dear'..hmm..

One of them gave me a chance..i was suppose to pass up my homework somewhere 2 weeks after school started..which was end of April or starting of May,i think..and i didnt choose to push myself to do it..End up,getting another lecture from her this morning..coz i havent get myself started on the writing yet..lol..it's already july..look how wonderful she is man..*i mean her heart..not her looks*...And i was determine when i said i really2 could pass up in d afternoon..To my surprise,she gave me another week..i was shocked..she seemed like an angel all of a sudden..but i came to know her reason was..'if u pass it up in d afternoon,u're gonna put it in my letterbox,right? ok dont pass it up in my letterbox..it will get messed up with the others..juz pass it to me personally next week in class so it wont get mixed up,ok?'...haha..lol...dat wasnt sympathy..dat's laziness..haha..oops..But..Thank god..another week..my fren went like so sad coz he actually rushed to finish d same homework during dust..and i end up getting myself another week for not doing it during dust..HAHA..

Erm..Wat i wanna say is..I really appreciate them(my lecturers)..coz people kept saying,if u dun pass up any of ur work in poly..no one cares..even lecturers dont...which could be a fact..a sad fact...but i end up getting the good ones..wat wonderful lecturers i have...=)

I'm gonna have another major test tomorrow..i feel so lost when studies are concerned nowadays..coz i didnt backtrack the things i've juz learned in class for everyday..im so lost...NNNNOOOO!!
Wat's making me feel worse is the rememberance of the 2 maths failures in my class..My goodness..the retest is next week..i dunno if i can pass it..coz im not training myself with anything..juz slack at home..i could only do research at home..dats coz i use my laptop..haha..lol..

How i wish someone could teach me maths..push me to do exercises...im alittle lazy like last year..juz alittle..coz i remembered,both my maths remedial assesement book dat i was suppose to complete last year,is still 90% virgin..lol..

Freak...WHY AM I SO LAZY???

Haz
Help me dear..i need help..
Zal? Ful? N? anybody??
U're attentive in ur maths classes right,N?
I know u were/are..i've read ur old posts concerning maths..haha..
Dont u run away from me..
Coz u still need Dr. Love for the sec 3 girl...=)

the following story is a dream of a friend of mine...the name's are not true and are used cause i got no other ppl name to use...seriously...got nothing to do..so in order to not let this blog die...just post this lah...

23 april 1990-
Doctor: congrats,u have a daughter..

Parents;really? tats great!!

Mum:lets name her Rohani...shall we dear?

Dad:the name sounds like a $2 hooker..

Mum:its ok...she's gona hook up with sumbody in the future anyway..

Dad:ok then..

25 years later....somewhere in MOS.....

Rohani: one urban coke please..

Saiful:make it two..(smiling to Rohani)

Rohani:(who does this guy think he is?)

Saiful:you're alone?

Rohani:(looks left and right)..what do you think?

Saiful:yes i guess...

Saiful:so u often go here alone?

Rohani:only when i get depressed...other than that...i usually go with my girlfriends..

Saiful:ok...so what's depressing you?

Rohani:just broke up with my guy..

Saiful:ok...hey,let's dance! that will lighten u up...

Rohani:sure..why not?

Saiful:(luckily they're not playing techno)

Rohani:(when in the hell will they start playing techno??i'm dying for it!!!)

after an hour of intimate dancing...

Saiful:hahaha!!! that was great isn't it?

Rohani:haha!! yeah..especially for sumbody who dance for his first time!!

Saiful:well,what can i say??

Rohani:haha!

Saiful:hey, wana drop at my place??its my own apartment..

Rohani:are you for real?we just got to know each other..

Saiful:i mean,that if you trust me...

Rohani:trust u?? of course i do..if not,why would i be dancing with you??

at saiful's apartment..

Saiful:it kinda look messy..so bear with it yea?

Rohani:at least its tidier than my ex's apartment...

Saiful:dun tell me u did it...

Rohani:haha...of course not idiot...what kind of gal u take me for??

Saiful:er,a good girl?

Rohani;yeah right...

Saiful:want some coffee?

Rohani:yeah sure,double shot please...

Saiful:(double shot?is she crazy??)

after some coffee and crap talk...

Saiful:hey,u look great when u untie ur hair you know..

Rohani:really?that's so sweet of you

Saiful:plus,ur perfume smells great

Rohani:oh its just norm perfume for girls...at least you dont reek of colonge heavily..

saiful went to sniff her perfume from behind and went for her neck...

15 mins later....

Rohani: YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! YES! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!








Saiful: arent u exaggarating?its just a game...

Rohani:haha...i never won it before that's why...

Saiful: LOL...

so saiful and rohani became friends although of the intimacy they share frequently....did u guys thought dirty?? pls lah...she's not a hooker okay!!!

ehfool
signing out

was having a peaceful sleep until my phone ring tone rang...i tot it was sumbody special..but it was N...haiz..it was just a second of joy...ok..so the gay asked me out and i agreed since im rotting at home..being a slacker..i just took a shower and put on my apparels...and went out..

we talked about old times and current times too..how raj determination will push him and the sneak preview about raj...u shud know N...30 years of ehem...

loitered till 630 and went home went i started to feel giddy...

contemplating of the day
how life is fast and bumpy...i was just 8 ten years ago who was plump and childish and innocent about the world...thinking the world is peaceful....

i learnt that the world was peaceful until i read about world history..unlike now..i had restricted freedom...so when i was bored..i read history books which were from my elder brother..so that was how my interest was formed..lots of changes in life but somethings still remain the same..

yes im a very reserve person...but nowadays i want to be free and let the true me out...yes..im a good advisor but my fun side is never exposed...

i remember when i used to be a sarcastic person but that sarcastic me is gone...i haiz..i like being sarcastic...maybe ive gone too merciful...

ehfool
signing out

I'm falling out in school...I failed my maths test..There's only 2 failures in my math class..

Only 2 failures man..dat's really great huh..And one of them is me..great..

I feel like this week is the worse week ever..Felt too much lost in myself..
Left alot of blanks in one of my module's test...
And i even cabut from my religious class..haha..haizz...

My dear...well..she juz cant be there for me..or mayb she wouldnt..
I dunno ah..i dun wanna say bad things about her..maybe she didnt mean it..well,i dun wanna talk about it..it makes me feel very lonely..Too lonely..
No one can help me lose the loneliness..except her..
Haizz...watever ah..i'm really tired of this..
i wish i could leave everything behind and never come back..

All i feel is hurt throughout these days..No one cares...No one...
Except for my 2 good frens..
Zal...The guy who i used to talk bad about infront of girls..(not sure if i remember it correctly..coz zal was the reminder about this..hahaha)
And Fool...being a truely good friend of mine and Hafiz..haha..oops...juz dat he stabbed Hafiz once during the pre-O lvl period..accompanying Hafiz to the interchange and quickly ran off to meet us to play soccer after dat guy left..which fool in d first place chose not to tell Hafiz there's soccer dat day..HAHA..BACKSTABBER!!

Haz,
Only my frens can make me happy..dun they?
haha..hmm...=)

ok..the first entry of july....time flies doesn't it?...plus its the last week of the holidays...

maybe i should trust her a little..hah...she thinks im going away...my my..never thought she would realise it...

so i decide to stay liao..epl players mark viduka and kewell scored!! that was expected...i expected kewell to score when he was sub in..

rotting at home this wkend..i wana watch transformers..looks fun..

so wat do i do at home? play fifa with my little bro...yes..we are football fanatics...and henry departure is a nightmare for him as arsenal is weakened...but its sumting pragmatig thing to do..

i feel so bored for the first time in my life...staying at home is noisy...

july is the month!

maybe we can go to sch together when sch opens?
i hope im not shy..

ehfool

singing out