today went to bbdc to finally walk the talk, though N was busy last minute, i went there alone.

well, it was kinda scary to be alone there as there is aplenty of teenagers like me who are either there for their lessons or to register like me.

well, i didnt expect the area to have gerls. but yeah, there were, im shocked.

things went smoothly. man, there is alot of stuffs to remember, i must book my test date in advance, book a couple of lessons which is necessary. and then in the later2 part only i have to book for practice and evaluation. and after that i can take advance theory...so many things to remember le.

well. other than that, it takes a huge sum of money!

my bank is short of 200 G's.

that's a huge blow for me man.

well got to recover the losses

till here

I guess zal lightened up the burden i had by updating bout wat happened for the last 3 days...bout me,fool and the fourforlorns...He somehow summarised up everything..=)

We also recorded a video of last night..22 March 2008..which is a freaking long video ah..30mins..aha! who wants to watch dat..

i'm thinking of cutting some quiet scenes..then mayb i'll put it in the blog..

however,after much thoughts,i think it's too highly rated to be uploaded in here arh..lolz...We'll see how the cutting goes,k..? Coz there's lots of hot stories in there..aha..


Ouh yea..zal didnt update bout he and her being sick all of a sudden on the same day,right?...riteee...coincidence?? i think not..


but..ok la..HIV positive isnt dat bad wat,zal...lol..=X


Eh..before i forgot,i made a vid of myself covering As You're Falling Down by Escape The Fate...

It's been years eversince i wanted to make a vid covering some songs...Finally..a dream come true!! XD

Erm..I believe qyd would be a suitable candidate to have the honour to comment about d vid as she knows the song well and she could see how good d guitarist is when she sees him/her..aha..*mcm faham*..

But maybe true la..who noes she could do dat...=)

And it would be great if u guys know how to rate me..Muahahahahaha..


Haz

worked nite shift alone last nite...but luckily friday is coming so im glad with it....

i will be away for three days but no, i wont return to spore speaking like haz.

frankly ive been contemplating abt life. sumtimes u wish for time to just pass u by and sumtimes u wish time just stopped forever.

well. in reality we cant stop time. n to let time pass by is truely a waste. bcos we cant get back every second that passed.

thats y sumtimes life is too short. especially if u let it pass u.

walking past shuqun in the morning reminds me of the old days.

days where u have to be in sch before 725.

days when there is maths,eng,science etc.

days where u have cca's

days where u spend most of ur teenage years at

days where u are curious and experiment it

days when u could see the principal talking to u everyday (sheesh)

days when the canteed food cost cheaper and the portion is generous

and so on.

those 5 years have been both sweet and sour.

and to see how much time has passed really gives u the creeps.

it means how fast u growed and how fast time flies.

means ure getting older. well i wished to be 18 for the rest of my life ( i tink every1 wished the same too, including ur parents)

but that is just not reality. and we have to face reality. its the very thing that u face in ur life. u cant dream. u just have to face reality. and only a strong person can face reality.

well im not prepared for reality. yes ive seen alot of toughness in life but im not prepared for it.

there will be poor ppl who cant afford food and will steal. and when u catch these ppl and u see they are old ppl just like ur granny age, u pity them

imagine how many poor ppl out there, with no food and shelter

while most of us have shelter and food at our table.

and what abt the not so normal families?

families that dun allow their child to study but told them to work instead since the age of 14!

imagine how their lives would be and what the future holds for them?

ppl like us who have a normal life crave for more, not knowing that there those that dun even live a normal life like us

we have to be thankful that god gave us a normal life, not handicapped, normal family.

while having the ones u love is impt. the ones that brought u here and raised u for 19 years are the ones u shud love the most. mums must nvr be forgotten!

yes life is confusing. and it takes a hard way for u to learn ur lesson.

so i will stop here.

i hope u r enlightened and ur mind refreshed. reset ur priorities, take some breather and get ready to face reality. its ok if ure not ready. there's still time.

17 march

started the day by going to centrepoint to get some chocolates for my fren sheeda

on the way, i went browsing shopping..(trying on and in the end leave the shop wif out buying)

so at abt 5 plus met hani and sheeda.(i noe i told zal tat i wun meet her again but its for a different reason tis time)

so ate a light meal at jp.. gave sheeda present and send hani home

but tis time i duno if i feel happi or not...cuz my mind was disturbed...

but after that, went to plaza sing for my dinner with yong hui.. my ex crush

she is working at smrt now..as an admin girl.

well..mite be meeting her more often in the future

till here

13 march

spend the day at my class outing at the bowling centre at taman jurong. played till 1 plus. i was the top bowler. haha. im surprised. but its just tat my classmates were too lousy. hehe. they thought i was good. but im just a rookie.

so won a 50 buck voucher. can use it for food.

after that went to plaza singapura. b4 that lily was crying. tats for me to noe. for u to find out.hehe

so went to eat. was starving man. after that play arcade. den home ard 730

alrite. today's plan

:prayers
go to skin centre
go home rest
work 11 pm to 7 am

saturday: maybe got soccer. dunno leh. but weekends free :D

till here

today's soccer was awesome. thought that i woudnt have the chance to play since it was raining. but when the rain settled, and a team appeared, i told myself to prove myself in that match.

we were equally matched. but we were more determined. i scored 3 goals and that was impressive for me personally. to sum up. 4 goals since my bdae in 2 weeks.

i dont usually score but i usually attack from the back or a counter attack. but there were the efforts at least.

exam next weeek. 2 days only after that can slack. oh yah. i wan to register for licence. gotta go. i wan to see how i can register online liao.

last saturday soccer i scored my first goal since my bdae..yaay! it was a good equalising goal..overall..our first match was good...after a long training sessions...our team formation was good...we were organised

supposed to play on sunday too but wasnt free.

2 weeks left before skool holiday..

till here then...kinda tired