Hmm...i was testing out my Adobe Photoshop on my lappie..Then i came up with this pic..It took so long for it to be done,coz my mum was sitting near me..dunno wat she was thinking of..Mayb she wanna hav some talk..so-called Family bonding,right? Haha..Remembered those times when Shuqun have this kind of bonding with teachers in the system..Lucky i wasnt invited..=)Erm..Is the pic nice? Coz i know i dun have the skills of designing and all those stuff..Somemore,u can see dat there are more of my face than her's,right? haha..sigh...

It's coz i dun hav alot of her pic..sadly...anyway,dun forget to tell me wat u guys think of it,k? Thanks..

Haz,
Peace

ok..finally back..soccer today was fun but was disappointed with ppl not playing beautiful football..btw,sorry guys,can't play cs..cause haz owe me 4 bucks which entitles me 2 hours of cs..

yesterday's test was ok..two more test coming up so gotta study and put on my thinking cap...

life can be interesting...sometimes its fate sometimes its luck..
but dun be a sitting duck
cause ure a fat f***
and im gona make u s***
do u understand tuck?????

office girl is cute...but IT girl is cuter..
so which one?
nah,both just besties that hold hands,get intimate and ***
thats my type of relationship....hahahaah
im mad

do u know what is ur problem?

im too cute..

foolrocker
signing out...shamelessly

Wassup guys..hey..Sorry for not posting anything for a long long time..My life is alittle too happening to be written in here..Haha..like REAL...K erm..Actually,the habit of 'blogging everyday' faded away for awhile..Guess i'm making a little comeback here..haha..maybe ah*

Anyway,erm..i dun feel right when i wanna post sometimes..coz all i've been thinking about is this one girl..someone special..N i dun think 'zal' wanna keep reading my posts about love n things like dat..so..since my life has been flooded by her love,i cant think about anything else when i reached home..Haiz...

She's too beautiful to be forgotten..i mean her heart..n also her beauty dat is..But she left me for a long time long ago..Haiz...btl tk awak? Hmm..Nvm..Kte buang yg keruh,ambil yg jernih..ada btl? btl..

And yes..i remembered i went out with her last friday..and met zal,the call me 'N' guy and Ful after sending her to a restaurant..and also..ya..Raj..almost forgot about him..HAHA..he was there too..and *note* he's too obvious to be forgotten in such a bright environment..haha..oops..jk..

Kk..Erm..we ate at Mac in JE then we psychoed raj to play CS with us..Eventho he's having his Mother Tongue O lvl paper soon..Haha..we're bad,arent we? Nvm..if anything bad happens to raj,zal will pay for his school fees next year..haha..think so*

Erm..After we left JE at about 11pm,we all went home..And i juz freaking remembered something..

The McChicken burger i bought dat day..which i brought home..is still in my fridge right now..HAHAHAHA..dammit..nvm..i'll wait till it's Friday this week..1st annivessary..haha..then i'll try to cook it..hope it has not reached its expiry date

And one more thing i freaking forgot..I was suppose to meet Ful and the others for soccer last sunday..haha..shit man..i really2 way2 forgot about dat one..i juz remembered it like 5 mins ago..Sorry guys..I'll try to make it up to u guys..Or mayb i forgot to come,coz i dun wanna pay back Ful's $4 dat i owe him..HAHA...maybe..

Haz
Sadly,was thinking of JUST wanna say sorry to u guys for not posting for long..
And writing only a paragraph for this post..
Guess i got carried away with blogging once again..
HAHA..Making A Comeback!!
Like real..anyway..I'm missing her..
Haiz...love u always..

today the april intake went to dover for a talk..however,what was about to happen was out of the blue..

in the enormously large auditorium compared to clementi's relatively small lecture theatre which looked like a tornado shelter..amids the confusion of different class taking their seats, there she was right infront of me..unrealizingly..i waved at her..to her surprise she waved back as we never acknowledge each other's existence in the previous times we bumped to each other..

was sleepy as I watched the finals which was supposed for bayern munich to play..but much more entertaining then the FA cup final can..

what a way to break the ice with out even realising it
but its not the end yet

foolrocker
signing out

yesterday morning was spent in the interchange waiting for one guy...but fortunately I was compensated for my time and I dun mind being late since I got to see her...told you we got the 'fate'..hahaha...maybe next time I take the same bus as here and then take another bus back to my campus...If I do that everyday,pls lah,im not that obsessed can..

quadratic equation is what was drilled into my mind last night..its hard to leave someone u are building a new relationship with..

I dun mean for this to go as far as it is..

I dun mean to get so close..and share what we did..

I dun mean to fall in love..but i did..

and I know u didnt mean to love me back but I know u did..

Plain White Tees

foolrocker
signing out

back with more cock stories..ok..today I went to the clementi police station to collect my award for being your friendly neighbourhood saiful!!lame..

despite the tight security,I managed to sneak my way into the given venue..there,several others fellow heroes were waiting for my arrival as I was late..when my name was called up,I asked a soul to help me take my pic but that soul was pathetic and gave me this:

my back...haiz..

but luckily there was a buffet so I took the opportunity to fill my stomache and be my usual food monster without any disturbance...had what,10 pcs of the seaweed boneless chicken?man..that was sweet..

so here's the award I received:

saiful's history in the making...so i had to take this pic myself..was like sian alr..

the award for reporting the molester..

ok ok..im not proud but at least its an event in my life..

so what if u know the dark side of me?

foolrocker
signing out

hmm..looks like I'm not stable yet..my mind set I mean..before I touch on that,yesterday had dinner at vivo again!..have to stop eating there or else I'll go broke..which is not a good thing..walked around and yeah no other information that I will describe as we went to toys r us to do stupid stuff..hahaa..

today...school ended in a very bad mood as we have a debate and it went too personal rather than rational..

I feel discontent..I dun know what it is..money?self esteem?im trying very hard to stabilise my mind set and putting lots of faith in myself..furthermore..I'm getting stroke soon..lack of sleep,projects,and in my case,projects help to boost my GPA so this is very important

time is running out but I need money and more money...I guess money is the problem in everyday life...unless u are from a very well done family..but this doesn't mean that all rich man son have infinite money..their parents will give them limited allowance so as to reduce dependece of the child..I know that...im not so stereotype as to think narrowly..life is always looked, at both sides, so thats why life can be fair SOMETIMES..not always

humans can never be content..they always want more and more until everything is perfect...thing is,life is never perfect until u accept ur life and fate,which is not posessing everything..

foolrocker
signing out

had lots of laughs in class as me and prem joke around in class...but not to worry,i maintain my laughs and copied down the notes so that I wont lose any vital info..

met rin a few times today..most of the time I wouldnt even see her.. so today was different..and yeah,didnt knew u guys were in the canteen..

archery was slack as always..fired a few rounds before we slacked and mingled..Saiful...stop disturbing gals..remember that person..shit..

and my inspiration?being in ite brings me back to reality..the downs of the world..the stare,disgusted look u get wen ppl see u in ite uniform..but im proud to wear my uniform..

having the pride shows that u dun give up easily..anyway..my exam fees are paid by my own hard earned cash..so that will give me some responsibilities..

and yeah,my aim is to give my family a good life..I dun mind being the one to work to pay the house debts..as long my parents live stress free..that will be the best gift for parents..

im no flirt..but I just like smiling to girls..

foolrocker
signing out

F..i dun know whats happening to me..I dun seem to be studying..whats wrong?im soo lazy to study..I need the inspiration..but where am I gonna find it? I need help or I need to discipline myself..

somebody help me..

foolrocker
signing out

Dedicated to this person...if he does ever read this...happy birthday N!!

foolrocker
signing out

gona need new shoes for soccer..I hate to be a freeloader..I prefer to be independent and get what I want by myself..and thats A and my second and only fizah..hahaha...anyways, that means that it would take a long time since its a one man show..egoistic?I dun think so..we can't always depend on sumbody in life or u'll get dissapoined..

egoistic is when u really need help but u refuse in such a way that shows them that u are an egoist

i'll give a short intro abt fizah..a night classmate and she purposely left her book with me PLUS her contact number..so that's how it begins..any clarifications abt this please ask me personally..
Three Days Grace gives the injection man..and how about Placebo?every you and every me..

Animal i have become,time of dying and born like this are nice..liking their music..

I won't die cause I've been waiting for u
and i'm gona suck u up babe..

foolrocker
sigining out

finally,the internet is back!!!lets start from may 1st..spiderman 3 was nice,lots of fighting scenes which really lures our attention to the movie so it was great...

wednesday...during our 2 hour break,went to vivo for lunch..was like what the hell but nvm...

thursday...went to vivo again for dinner this time..with my 3 other classmates..our elder sis,a 25 year old girl..and two 19 year old classmates..so we discussed our class current situation...our class is now full of uncertainty..all because of some bitching..man,its so unmatured...but I stick to the problem free friends so im out of this conflict..feels like survivor..

friday...I want to end this bitching stuff,our class wasn't like this until he came..hanged around with our elder sis of the class..had an alliance with her so we will work together..haha..went for archery but hoping to join the audition next week for the band cca..if my audition is a success,then my dream of becoming a guitarist is just beginning!!yea!!

the world is seen from different perspectives..
how u live is how u see it

foolrocker
signing out