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Monday, December 22, 2008
seriously, i wonder why god wants me to live a bit longer?
i would have either died or get seriously injured last thurs nite.
it was ard 3 am n i was driving home after chilling with my best bro.
i was slpy and i didnt realise that i fell aslp.
and the next thing i hear in my slp was a repeated duh-duh-duh...it meant the car has went to the hazard lines of the road. it meant i was a split second close to hitting the wall. i was travelling at 70 km/hr.
the moment i heard the noise, i woke up and my first reaction was to steer away from the wall. i was traumatised.
looking back, i dunno why god does not want me dead yet, i mean im tat close to getting physically hurt.
cos i wish im dead. its too painful too carry on my life. im so puzzled in my mind rite now.