Friday 11 january:
finish school at 12..went to prayers..
4 pm met hani
saw her came down the stairs..i went to hide at first sight..
while hiding..took deep breathes while expecting for her arrival
so when i saw her i smiled, but got damn nervous
talked..but there was 1 big problem...
most of the time i was acting cool..it so wasnt myself..but its not my fault..i just wanted to be less nervous by being cool...
guess it wasnt good..i ended up acting cool rather than my usual self...
although there were some good conversations..but i felt incomplete..
sigh..the other problem is that she is damn hot..
no she did not wear any sexy outfit
but her physical features are just so tempting...
i ended up confused...damn confused..
even till now im confused..i feel like avoiding her now...
cant get things rite...
alrite so here is my room for improvement
: dun act cool..just be urself
write down topics which will help make conversations..believe me, sometimes ur mind will go blank..so take it as a back up plan..
oh well..just dun act cool next time
Shadow
signing out
@ 10:11 PM