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Monday, December 31, 2007
fuck fuck fuck...
im so fucking pissed off and really in a bad mood..what a way to end the year huh?
so much for spending the last moments happily...
wait..y m i so hyped up abt the end of year?
its just the same like any other day..
so y the big fuss?
i tink its just me...i was so hyped up wen i shud just be normal...
see wat happens when u get hyped up and got dissapointed?
u feel real fucked up..
another problem is that i just feel so powerless to help my fren..
she's been in bad mood like 2 weeks like tat..
and i really3 want to bring up her mood..
but i just dunno how..and its being a big deal for me..
cause she dun deserve to feel sad for sum1 tat doesn't care for her..
that guy is just an heartless bastard..
Arrgh!!
i duno y im feeling fucked up...i just hate my life now...
why im being affected by these emotions?
ok ok..lets plan..
first, u need to bring up her mood...but how? each time i wan to meet her she is in bad mood..if not her bad mood then she wake up late..if not wake up late then its bcos her mum dun let..
why is it so fucking hard?
and why im crazy abt gerls? why should i be? its just plain stupid..
Arrgh...thanks to my hormones im feeling like this..the feeling of wanting the opposite sex..and the anger from the disappointment..
the only way to bring up her mood is to meet her...and we cant even acheive that....
NEVER MIND..there is always tomorrow...and we have been saying that since what? before the holiday?
arrhg..even during skool..ah fuck...fuck everything la...
hard to meet her...fuck..
should i still remain patient and wait for that day?
maybe i should and stop being vulgar...
lets be positive ok?
there is like more than enough time for everything
