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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I feel so empty...
The problem juz keeps coming back..Problem where nothing seems to satisfy me anymore..How i wish ariani was here..sitting right beside me..juz looking around..trying to find somethin dat could entertain me..But nah..after lots of thinking..i always remember,being around her juz pulls me back to the old me..Old full of love Hazzy...depressing huh...
So everytime when i thought of the old me..I'll juz keep wishing no love can ever make me fall again..I cant help putting away such a wish..i'm juz afraid of such feeling to come..Love isnt about passionately having feelings for someone..It's more like,making u get *obsessed* with him/her..Whatmore could u get when the love u gave wholeheartedly was only one-sided..Gosh..I keep feeling empty nowadays..Now i know why people always say "Becareful of what you wish for,coz u might juz get it"...
Guess i finally got my wish.. Gotta look forward to the long-term depression and my time wasted staring at the ceiling huh..