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Thursday, October 25, 2007
i dunno..im feeling damn moody today...there is infinite anger within me..i need to hit sum1..i feel like defying god..im confused..a lost human being..
this anger is really getting stronger everyday...i need to extinguish it.but i cant..shud i tell my anger to that person? im just afraid that things might get worse if i do..
i feel like telling that person that im angry over that person..
sumtimes i wish i was kidnapped and drugged to be an assasin..just like the Bourne Identity...or as Solid Snake in metal gear solid..
a soldier with no feelings and emotions..and no interest in other's ppl's life..i want to be like that...
feelings are just a hindrance to my life..i wan to be heartless and moody again..
my mistake is falling in love to her..i noe there are other girls...but im getting damn angry with myself..i feel like telling her that..
even now i yawn when i look at the hottest girl..tats how in love i am with her..no other girls can sway me...
but she like sum1 else..and that means she is having the same feeling as me..but to another guy..why did i came at the wrong time?