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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i dunno y..but its kinda like the sore throat season for most ppl..hmm..i wonder wat they did in the middle of the nite until got sore throat? BJ maybe..haha,,joking nia..
nowadays i ponder how often we love sum1 so much? i mean, im sure u dun fall in love for every pretty gal tat u see rite? tats psycho..
the feeling of loving sum1 soo much comes rarely..and when they do, unfortunately, the person u love just cant seem to accept u, no matter how much u showed them ur love..
well, last week, a 25 yr old guy kinda gave me a wider perspective..well, im not putting 100% in winning her, but at least im confident and at the same time, i wun be heartbreak if she is attached with any1..
at least i put sum effort, and if i win her, tats when i put my 100% towards her..
i noe im sounding like a jackaass, i mean, talking about love might get u all into a sad mood..
well,theory is sumting very wide..ppl have different experience in their love stories, but none ever ends like a happy story book ending..
i mean, u can nvr noe if wat u plan can become true..so the moral of the story? dun plan ur life..i mean, its really not entirely true..but wise to follow..
i dunno y i love her so much..i wonder why i let myself fall in love with a pretty gal like her? i mean, in the beginning i noe i can nvr get her, but,it seems we cant control our feelings..she's way too beautiful for me...and perfectly fits in the description of "dreamgirl"..not reality..
each time i tink of her i sigh..sighed and sighed..she tell me dun be so emo...but im not emo...im elmo!..haha joking nia..
at least we are still frens and she treasures me the most..and..she is just too beautiful..and i love her lots...u rarely love sum1 like tat..am i rite?
rite now i dun dare to let her see me..i wonder when i can go around skool looking for her and smile at her? but tis time im brave enuf to talk to her personally..
