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Saturday, August 4, 2007
Life doesnt seem so happy now..Exams coming..i feel so slacky..and i got a fail in one of my module's test..There's gonna be a retest next week..and there's gonna be another module's test dat same week..Dammit..i feel like i cant carry this on..My life's getting worse and worse day by day..
The test i'm gonna do..I havent even learn the topics yet..and i mean *LEARN* not *study*..Not coz of teacher havent taught us..but she teach us too fast..Everytime we enter her class,there's gonna be like one whole topic for her to teach..and i mean,EVERYTIME..and there will be like 4-5 formulas in each new topic..wat the hell right..I think Mr Liu teach better than her..Eventho she's chio..haha..
I think she's 19 years old if im not wrong..hmmmmm..
Back to my life at home..Seems like nothing could satisfy me anymore..Dat's y i could not study at home..Coz i keep searching for my satisfaction through entertainments..Movies,games,youtube,blogging..Nothing seems to grasp my satisfaction..I used to be someone so independant..I guess i lost my strength..
Coz someone told me..Studies comes first..Which i noe..But she emphasised dat i should juz focus on my studies..instead of relationships..
Well u noe wat..those words never add up to my motivation..It made me worse..Eversince i lost her,i feel so incomplete..
Having someone by ur side is juz wat u need in this world..With dat someone,u could do anything..really anything..Dat's wat i believed..and i still do..
Haz Moral Fiber Wat is moral fiber? It's funny..coz i used to think moral fiber is about telling the truth,doing good deeds.. But lately i've been seeing it differently..
I think dat moral fiber is about finding dat one thing u really care about.. Dat one special thing dat means more to you than anything else in the whole world.. And when u found her..u fight for her.. U risk it all..U put her infront of everything..ur future,ur life...all of it.. Coz in ur heart u know,the juices worth the squeeze..