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Friday, August 17, 2007
Didnt get to sleep well last night..Had too many short dreams..Short dreams of her..And they seemed so real..as in the dream was all about our past,present and future..and i keep waking up...sigh...i wanna noe the ending..why isnt God giving me d full story..is it a happy ending? i wanna noe..would You give me another chance to see it? Plz?
I was having my eyes in d dream..as in..i was having my actual view..and wat i remembered was dat..She kept looking into my eyes..and she kept smiling..U dunno how great dat is,do u N? Lol..u sad chink..
Long ago,when i think of her,i'll always imagine this one beautiful house..not a bungalow..mayb a condo or a 5-room flat..and i'll always imagine her beside me..smiling at d house we got for each other..It's the biggest dream ever..but it keeps fading away..I DUN WANT IT TO FADE..seriously..
Sometimes..i juz keep wondering..are we ever meant to be together? Coz we keep hiding our true feelings from each other..But when im not hiding it,sometimes,it will juz makes us worse..Our mouths are juz too heavy to ask for each other..haizz...mayb it's juz my mouth dat is too heavy..
Anyway..i would like to say Thank you to zal for being there for me yesterday..as in the company..not the gayness..And erm...yea...it will be so nutcracking if u weren't there..lol..Thanks zal..and dun smile too long after reading this..=)
I've decided..I wanna continue my studies..For my parents,my family and mostly for her..Coz if she ever still want me even when i'm poor and jobless,how could i take her? How could i let her live with me in a 3-room flat?? Dat image is so easy to be imagined..it's horrible..Worse if i leave her at her mum's..I know i can't have her if i ever reached dat stage..Sorry for thinking so far away..but i noe it's d truth if i were to quit my education life right now..I juz wanna be there for u..Even when u breathe,i wanna be the air for u..Dat's all i dream of..
Haz I've been wondering if u ever feel d same.. I've been ready in here,for u to come.. I hope dat u would turn up.. It's been so long when i hold ur hand..It's been so long when i kissed u..
I never had the chance to say.. Coz u ran away to the other way.. And left me here to stay..all alone... K,maybe it was me who went away... I'm sorry..
