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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
WOOHOO!! CHELSEA FOREVER!!
Haha..Lol..juz kidding..i dun even noe any Chelsea's player...haha..sad right...i juz wanna put the pic only..haha..
Erm..juz got back from silat...Silat was very slow and slumber today...and i purposely came late for it coz i was doing my homework in the library which i need to pass up next week...lol..
Eh..i really feel so sucky nowadays..very sucky...coz im no longer the boy name Hasan who was self-motivated..who gets serious whenever studies are concerned..
Hmm..i'm juz slumber nowadays..if i have any homework,ill stress my mind,keep reminding myself dat i have homework to do..but i would juz carry on with my daily routine once i got home...like slacking in msn..looking around in my good frenz blogs and play the guitar if i have the time and the want to play..
There's already 2 lecturers who lectured me..adviced me..'Start working hard,Hasan...dont carry on with ur slacking..it's time for u to motivate urself..u cant go on like this,dear'..hmm..
One of them gave me a chance..i was suppose to pass up my homework somewhere 2 weeks after school started..which was end of April or starting of May,i think..and i didnt choose to push myself to do it..End up,getting another lecture from her this morning..coz i havent get myself started on the writing yet..lol..it's already july..look how wonderful she is man..*i mean her heart..not her looks*...And i was determine when i said i really2 could pass up in d afternoon..To my surprise,she gave me another week..i was shocked..she seemed like an angel all of a sudden..but i came to know her reason was..'if u pass it up in d afternoon,u're gonna put it in my letterbox,right? ok dont pass it up in my letterbox..it will get messed up with the others..juz pass it to me personally next week in class so it wont get mixed up,ok?'...haha..lol...dat wasnt sympathy..dat's laziness..haha..oops..But..Thank god..another week..my fren went like so sad coz he actually rushed to finish d same homework during dust..and i end up getting myself another week for not doing it during dust..HAHA..
Erm..Wat i wanna say is..I really appreciate them(my lecturers)..coz people kept saying,if u dun pass up any of ur work in poly..no one cares..even lecturers dont...which could be a fact..a sad fact...but i end up getting the good ones..wat wonderful lecturers i have...=)
I'm gonna have another major test tomorrow..i feel so lost when studies are concerned nowadays..coz i didnt backtrack the things i've juz learned in class for everyday..im so lost...NNNNOOOO!! Wat's making me feel worse is the rememberance of the 2 maths failures in my class..My goodness..the retest is next week..i dunno if i can pass it..coz im not training myself with anything..juz slack at home..i could only do research at home..dats coz i use my laptop..haha..lol..
How i wish someone could teach me maths..push me to do exercises...im alittle lazy like last year..juz alittle..coz i remembered,both my maths remedial assesement book dat i was suppose to complete last year,is still 90% virgin..lol..
Freak...WHY AM I SO LAZY???
Haz Help me dear..i need help.. Zal? Ful? N? anybody?? U're attentive in ur maths classes right,N? I know u were/are..i've read ur old posts concerning maths..haha.. Dont u run away from me.. Coz u still need Dr. Love for the sec 3 girl...=)
