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Friday, April 6, 2007
Juz got back from my MLS camp..Malay Language Society i think..I'm sick right now...n have been sick since the 2nd day of camp..muscle strains n cold..Made alot of malay frens..we talked to each other like we have known each other for long..was way2 cool..But wat i brought home,was guilt n regrets..
To tell u the truth..i ran away at the last hour of the camp..leaving my team helpless...The last hour was to perform a 'skit'..which i hate most..It's juz not me..i dun act n stuff..n i dun like lots of people watching me n i get myself embarassed...On the 1st day,if im not wrong,i already embarassed myself with a short act..They gave me a role..acting as a stewardess n asked me to act the next 2 minutes without giving any dialogue..After 1 minute of acting,i got jammed with no word to say n juz showed a helpless face to the audiences..Dat was where my foebia started..Cheering,im weak at dat too..It's juz not me..but since i have to louden my team's cheering,coz only me n a fren of mine was the only guys in the team,i juz have to join the cheer..
Some activities were fun..like..nightwalking alone..in a really2 dark campus..with only a small little lightstick on ur hand...n some pontianak dolls at some places..Some sporty games..some fear factor games..drinking a mixture of coffee,kicap,plain water n chin calok (not sure of the spelling)..the chin calok caused me to vomit out the drink..coz it smelled like someone's vomit..n i was drinking it..hah..no shit...The sporty games was cool..like..way better than games held in secondary school during PE lessons..
Frens were all fun..we disturbed girls too..guys tried exchanging numbers with girls..but erm..some got rejected..sadly..lucky i didnt asked for any..But one of the girls,really2 looked like an actress from Malaysia..The actress' name sounded like 'Nor Danish'..Erm..She was the one in Gila Gila Pengantin Popular..Saiful Apek's fren..the one who drives the car..Yea..We all got so tempted to ask for her number..haha..
However,real actors were in my bunk too..Hafiz from Police n Thief,K14 and Zurin from K14 n another guy..Fahmi..not sure he acted in where..but i think he is a singer..Me n 5 of my new frens didnt mix with them much coz those 2 actors are smokers..They mix with the 2nd year smokers instead..Coz of wanting to share ciggies dat is*
Erm..Our schedule was way2 tight..which was way2 tiring..coz we gotta solat jemaah(pray altogether)..n solat on time..so after having lunch,off we go for our prayers..after a small activity,off we go for our prayers..after a short relaxing time,off we go for our prayers..Damn tight,isnt it?..i got myself muscle strains all over..But,after thinking about all dat,the camp was actually fun..The only thing dat wasnt fun to me was the 'skit'..
I hate it so much...I hate it so much dat an hour before the 'skit' starts..i juz said i hav to retrieve my laptop..i was so lost dat time..i juz left..In the end,2nd year students were the one who replaced me n some of my teammate in the group..i'm full of regrets right now..i dunno how to face them if i ever gonna meet them when school starts...I was thinking of buying them Macdonald's extra value meal for them..juz a way of saying sorry..Still,i dunno if they could forgive me..sigh..
