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Friday, March 23, 2007
Hmm..Sometime it's sad when looking at my frens' who didnt update their posts..But i juz realised,the other way round,i could disappoint people too..Hmm..Sorry2..
Anyways,i met her the day before yesterday...it was a wonderful day..we talked n disturbed each other...LOVE was is the air..haha..oops..juz kidding..Erm..Before she went off dat day,she asked me..would u wanna go out with me tomorrow??..Woohoo..of coz i said yes..erm..in my heart dat is..but in reality,i juz said i'll check my schedule..sounded like i really got 1..haha..hmm..After dat,i called zal to join me,hz,N n fool in the evening for some eating n some shitz...but about an hour later,zal got himself a big2 headache..provoking him to vomit..so,he juz left sadly..N left too..he said he have some girls to attend to..haha..Erm..so hz,fool n me had our dinner at KFC in je..After dat,we went off..
Erm..I went out with her again the next day..which is..yesterday..but before dat,i dreamt bout her too dat morning..this time,it was really her face..really was her..n erm..the dream showed me memories of her n me spending quality time with each other..having fun..but the worse thing was,towards its end...She gave me a letter..saying dat..she have to leave for australia..The sad thing was..she gave me the letter the moment i started falling for her..*sigh*..I felt so down in dat dream dat i suddenly waked up..it was so-a-let down thing for my day..dat was when i started thinking,was the dream trying to tell me dat im not destined to be with her? *sigh*
Hmm..i used up the whole afternoon with her..spending the time together..with her fren*...aww..dammit..shouldnt be a fren there..but nvm...i juz kept quiet when her fren is near coz i rather giv her the chance to talk to her fren rather than me..n she kept asking me,y im keeping myself quiet..hmph..
However,she's not letting me blog the whole story of wat happened yesterday...i've only told u about 15% of yesterday...n she wont even let me talk bout this in men's talk..hmm..nvm..I would like to apologise to hz,zal,sab,nf n fool if u guys ever wanna ask me about any of this,n i cant answer...very sry guys..not even when cycling..haha..dammit..:)
Oh yea..i dreamt bout her again this morning...Wow...i dreamt bout her yesterday N today..hmm..dat's rapid..haha..Anyways,the dream was sad too..The dream was about,her old crush..he came all of a sudden n gave her flowers..The thing was,he came when we almost start a relationship..Wow..wat the hell...dat's great man..damn..Erm..The real her,told me yesterday..her religious teacher said dreams happen oppositely..so,if both of my dreams happen oppositely..Woohoo..I'll be the happiest man in the world..muahahaha..
Hey Fool..i juz remembered..i dreamt bout u too this morning..erm..we were sitting in a library when suddenly ak65 came n sit beside u..reading a book..haha..wierd shit man..but erm..if wat the Ustazah said was true,dat dreams happen oppositely in reality,then i guess dat day wont be coming..aww..shit..Sorry bro..but erm..wait..i think can make dat day come anyways..juz give me some $$$...haha..we'll make it happen..plz plz..
Haz Hoping for something wonderful to turn up :D Peace
