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Friday, March 16, 2007
Hmm...i was wondering..why didnt i update my part of this blog...haha..wierd ey? I think it must of been Saiful's latest post which scared me off..oops..haha..jk..Hmm..anyways,i've been having nightmares lately..nightmares dat coz me to wake up many times..wake up in fear..n worse of all,waking up feeling like oxygen was rushing into my nose..i felt like my ribs were being used in the last few hours..when actually,i've been sleeping...Dat was how i felt n after dat i'll start feeling lost..wondering,y such dream came..coz the dreams are like serious shit..some are really2 hardcore nightmares...damn..i hate it..like..alot.. But thinking positively,i think my room has so little fresh air circulation..coz i only opened a small gap for the air from outside to come in..
Hmm...i still remember my latest dream..it isnt a wet dream..plz plz..Erm..it isnt a nightmare too..but it's wierd shit...It started like..all of a sudden,i was in a gig...but the stage isnt filled by a band..it was occupied by a couple..getting married..(getting married in a Malay way that is)...the stage ended up becoming a 'pelamin'...and someone beside me said 'hey,they are the first couple..u will be the 3rd'...i was like 'wat the hell'..i dun even noe who i'm marrying with..after that,someone lead me to the backstage..for a make-up n choosing my clothes..i got nervous n asked..'must i do something when i'm up there?'..another guy said 'yes..u need to perform some silat moves'...damn...i'm like...'no shit'...haha..But suddenly,i got myself a call...it was Sabri..haha..damn wierd right...hmm..he asked me to join hz,zal n him for cycling..Since i was stress because of all the nervous the 'silat teacher' gave me..i just left..but i said i'll brb...haha...Wow..brb,when the fact im gonna get married in a gig in minutes time.. So,as usual,the image suddenly change..dreams...As if i entered a time machine...Well, i found myself riding a bike,n sabri,hz n rizal were behind me...it was a wierd place we were cycling on..the ground was like hills...small hills..and suddenly we found a hotel out of nowhere..Looking at the time,i just realised i gotta go back for my 'blind marriage'...i left my bike there..juz realised i was riding a paperbike...lol...Made out of paper...wat the hell...ok nvm... So the image changed again,i found myself in the backstage area...i started asking people..'hey,is my blind marriage over???'...i got confused..some guy said yes..n wat a coincidence,he's a cameraman..Wow...felt so lucky i get to watch the video of tonight's "gig"...N wow..it was sad...i saw a lady..dark-skinned tho..was sitting on the pelamin all alone..and she seems like looking for someone..must be me of course...but wat the hell,i dont even know her..never seen her face before..like,in real life...Hmm..dunno wat happened next...i suddenly found myself with hz again..and with my paperbike...As usual,when i waked up,i feel like my body has been used up..feel so...unbearable to hold on..dammit..
Anyways,wat i'm really wondering is dat...the dream,about the marriage..and meeting hz,sab n rizal..seems like happening to be true..but..in a different way dat is...Coz WHEN the hell can i get to see couples getting married in a traditional Malay way in a gig..and with coloured neon lights rotating 360 degrees..hah..Erm..the different way is like..the day before yesterday,i found this gurl...she's beautiful...beautiful,beautiful,beautiful...erm..to me dat is...And i somehow got myself to her...so it's like a NEAR-TO-A-RELATIONSHIP kind of stuff..(relationship = marriage)... haha...dat was how people in the 1950s interprate it..or maybe 40s..Erm..After getting myself to her..me,hz,sab n zal went cycling dat same night..Hmm..I'm just saying dat there are coincidence between my dream n my real life..N i'm wondering y..damn..no shit...
Haz Sorry for the long compo again..i'll take another week break then..haha.. Hope u guys could say something bout this..Coz im not joking...i'm freaking wondering.. Is it dat i can dream about my future?Am i a fortune teller?Or am i a conman... Damn...not a conman..plz...no..
